Scripture: Romans 8:31-39
Brothers and sisters: If God is for us, who can be against us? He did not spare his own Son but handed him over for us all, how will he not also give us everything else along with him? Who will bring a charge against God’s chosen ones? It is God who acquits us. Who will condemn? It is Christ Jesus who died, rather, was raised, who also is at the right hand of God, who indeed intercedes for us. What will separate us from the love of Christ? Will anguish, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or the sword? As it is written: For your sake we are being slain all the day; we are looked upon as sheep to be slaughtered. No, in all these things we conquer overwhelmingly through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor present things, nor future things, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Reaction: Today I was feeling down for various reasons, but my scripture reflection helped put things into perspective. I know that my woes are really trivial, nothing like persecution or famine or peril. I also know that my anguish and distress are, for the most part, self-imposed. But regardless of the cause or extent of my anxiety, nothing can separate me from the love of the Lord. As I lay awake last night, again suffering from insomnia, I called upon the Lord to be with me, and He answered my plea. I was able to put aside my troubles for a while and get back to sleep, imagining myself walking and talking with Christ. Today, even though my worries resurface periodically, I am to diffuse them by talking with the Lord, thanking Him for all of the good things He has given me, especially His love and salvation.
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Growing in Faith
Scripture: Luke 13:18-21
Jesus said, “What is the Kingdom of God like? To what can I compare it? It is like a mustard seed that a man took and planted in the garden. When it was fully grown, it became a large bush and the birds of the sky dwelt in its branches.” Again he said, “To what shall I compare the Kingdom of God? It is like yeast that a woman took and mixed in with three measures of wheat flour until the whole batch of dough was leavened.”
Reaction: Jesus has often referred to our faith as a seed which, when planted in good soil, will grow strong and healthy, bearing much fruit. So my first thought during today’s reflection was of my faith being the tiny mustard seed, gently sinking into the rich soil of my soul. It is not yet fully grown, not yet able to support a flock of birds or other creatures. But it has definitely taken root, with its weak branches sprouting leaves and flowers. In my meditation I considered that my mustard plant would never be ‘fully grown’, but would continue to develop infinitely, until it reached into the heavens. On the other hand, I felt that at times it might become dormant, especially during a very cold or dry season. But with the right growing conditions (the warmth of God’s love and the water of His grace), it would again expand and spread. I felt encouraged that even though my mustard plant is still small, it has great potential.
While reflecting on the second parable, I thought of the three measures of wheat flour as my faith, and the yeast as God’s grace. Again, it is God’s goodness and presence that allows my faith to grow. Without Him I can produce nothing.
Jesus said, “What is the Kingdom of God like? To what can I compare it? It is like a mustard seed that a man took and planted in the garden. When it was fully grown, it became a large bush and the birds of the sky dwelt in its branches.” Again he said, “To what shall I compare the Kingdom of God? It is like yeast that a woman took and mixed in with three measures of wheat flour until the whole batch of dough was leavened.”
Reaction: Jesus has often referred to our faith as a seed which, when planted in good soil, will grow strong and healthy, bearing much fruit. So my first thought during today’s reflection was of my faith being the tiny mustard seed, gently sinking into the rich soil of my soul. It is not yet fully grown, not yet able to support a flock of birds or other creatures. But it has definitely taken root, with its weak branches sprouting leaves and flowers. In my meditation I considered that my mustard plant would never be ‘fully grown’, but would continue to develop infinitely, until it reached into the heavens. On the other hand, I felt that at times it might become dormant, especially during a very cold or dry season. But with the right growing conditions (the warmth of God’s love and the water of His grace), it would again expand and spread. I felt encouraged that even though my mustard plant is still small, it has great potential.
While reflecting on the second parable, I thought of the three measures of wheat flour as my faith, and the yeast as God’s grace. Again, it is God’s goodness and presence that allows my faith to grow. Without Him I can produce nothing.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
To Set the Earth on Fire
Scripture: Luke 12:49-53
Jesus said to his disciples: “I have come to set the earth on fire, and how I wish it were already blazing! There is a baptism with which I must be baptized, and how great is my anguish until it is accomplished! Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided, three against two and two against three; a father will be divided against his son and a son against his father, a mother against her daughter and a daughter against her mother, a mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.”
Reaction: I have always found this passage to be a bit unsettling, but today I did not focus on the division, but rather on the fire. Jesus has set so many hearts ablaze, and I am ever thankful that mine is one of them! I envisioned the division He spoke of to be the difference between the people in my life who feel the flame of God’s love and presence, and those who do not give much of a thought one way or the other to the Lord. I know many family members are in the second category, and during my meditation I had the feeling that what I need to do is simply to pray for them. I asked Jesus to set their hearts and minds afire with faith and lover for Him, and to help me show them, by my example, the joy that comes from a deep, warm relationship with God.
Jesus said to his disciples: “I have come to set the earth on fire, and how I wish it were already blazing! There is a baptism with which I must be baptized, and how great is my anguish until it is accomplished! Do you think that I have come to establish peace on the earth? No, I tell you, but rather division. From now on a household of five will be divided, three against two and two against three; a father will be divided against his son and a son against his father, a mother against her daughter and a daughter against her mother, a mother-in-law against her daughter-in-law and a daughter-in-law against her mother-in-law.”
Reaction: I have always found this passage to be a bit unsettling, but today I did not focus on the division, but rather on the fire. Jesus has set so many hearts ablaze, and I am ever thankful that mine is one of them! I envisioned the division He spoke of to be the difference between the people in my life who feel the flame of God’s love and presence, and those who do not give much of a thought one way or the other to the Lord. I know many family members are in the second category, and during my meditation I had the feeling that what I need to do is simply to pray for them. I asked Jesus to set their hearts and minds afire with faith and lover for Him, and to help me show them, by my example, the joy that comes from a deep, warm relationship with God.
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
To Know the Master’s Will
Scripture: Luke 12:39-48
Jesus said to his disciples: “Be sure of this: if the master of the house had known the hour when the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into. You also must be prepared, for at an hour you do not expect, the Son of Man will come.”
Then Peter said, “Lord, is this parable meant for us or for everyone?” And the Lord replied, “Who, then, is the faithful and prudent steward whom the master will put in charge of his servants to distribute the food allowance at the proper time? Blessed is that servant whom his master on arrival finds doing so. Truly, I say to you, he will put him in charge of all his property. But if that servant says to himself, ‘My master is delayed in coming,’ and begins to beat the menservants and the maidservants, to eat and drink and get drunk, then that servant’s master will come on an unexpected day and at an unknown hour and will punish the servant severely and assign him a place with the unfaithful. That servant who knew his master’s will but did not make preparations nor act in accord with his will shall be beaten severely; and the servant who was ignorant of his master’s will but acted in a way deserving of a severe beating shall be beaten only lightly. Much will be required of the person entrusted with much, and still more will be demanded of the person entrusted with more.”
Reaction: My meditation today revolved around acting in accordance with God’s will. I have prayed many times in the past to discern God’s plan for me, but I really know the basics already: to love Him with all my heart, to believe in Him and trust in His providence, to keep Him as the most important aspect of my life through constant prayer and worship, to obey His commandments, to develop the Christ-like qualities He wants to see in me, to treat all of His people with love, compassion, and dignity, and to share my faith and love of Christ with others. This is the crux of my ‘mission’, and though I sometimes backslide as humans are known to do, I hope that the Master will arrive when I am acting with kindness, faith and charity, instead of when I’m falling into old patterns of selfishness, doubt or pride.
Part of my prayer session today was asking for the grace I need to be the type of person God wants me to be in my every-day life, so I can continue to live in His will. But I also had the impression that I must be especially vigilant and attuned to unique opportunities to do His will in very specific ways. These opportunities may involve going out of my way to do someone a favor, rearranging my own schedule to accommodate another, sharing my faith experiences to bring others closer to God, volunteering in a needed situation even if it’s not necessarily my favorite activity, offering food, hospitality, or goods to others in need … the list is endless! Lately I have been noticing these opportunities more and more, and when I actually pick up on them in a timely manner and act upon them, they bring me great joy! So I petition the Lord to bless me with open eyes, ears, and heart, so that I know His desires not just in general terms, but in very specific circumstances. And when these circumstances arise, I pray that I will recognize His call, make the necessary preparations, and act accordingly.
Jesus said to his disciples: “Be sure of this: if the master of the house had known the hour when the thief was coming, he would not have let his house be broken into. You also must be prepared, for at an hour you do not expect, the Son of Man will come.”
Then Peter said, “Lord, is this parable meant for us or for everyone?” And the Lord replied, “Who, then, is the faithful and prudent steward whom the master will put in charge of his servants to distribute the food allowance at the proper time? Blessed is that servant whom his master on arrival finds doing so. Truly, I say to you, he will put him in charge of all his property. But if that servant says to himself, ‘My master is delayed in coming,’ and begins to beat the menservants and the maidservants, to eat and drink and get drunk, then that servant’s master will come on an unexpected day and at an unknown hour and will punish the servant severely and assign him a place with the unfaithful. That servant who knew his master’s will but did not make preparations nor act in accord with his will shall be beaten severely; and the servant who was ignorant of his master’s will but acted in a way deserving of a severe beating shall be beaten only lightly. Much will be required of the person entrusted with much, and still more will be demanded of the person entrusted with more.”
Reaction: My meditation today revolved around acting in accordance with God’s will. I have prayed many times in the past to discern God’s plan for me, but I really know the basics already: to love Him with all my heart, to believe in Him and trust in His providence, to keep Him as the most important aspect of my life through constant prayer and worship, to obey His commandments, to develop the Christ-like qualities He wants to see in me, to treat all of His people with love, compassion, and dignity, and to share my faith and love of Christ with others. This is the crux of my ‘mission’, and though I sometimes backslide as humans are known to do, I hope that the Master will arrive when I am acting with kindness, faith and charity, instead of when I’m falling into old patterns of selfishness, doubt or pride.
Part of my prayer session today was asking for the grace I need to be the type of person God wants me to be in my every-day life, so I can continue to live in His will. But I also had the impression that I must be especially vigilant and attuned to unique opportunities to do His will in very specific ways. These opportunities may involve going out of my way to do someone a favor, rearranging my own schedule to accommodate another, sharing my faith experiences to bring others closer to God, volunteering in a needed situation even if it’s not necessarily my favorite activity, offering food, hospitality, or goods to others in need … the list is endless! Lately I have been noticing these opportunities more and more, and when I actually pick up on them in a timely manner and act upon them, they bring me great joy! So I petition the Lord to bless me with open eyes, ears, and heart, so that I know His desires not just in general terms, but in very specific circumstances. And when these circumstances arise, I pray that I will recognize His call, make the necessary preparations, and act accordingly.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Treasures of the Heart
Scripture: Luke 12:16-21, 32-38
Then He told them a parable. "There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest. He asked himself, 'What shall I do, for I do not have space to store my harvest?' And he said, 'This is what I shall do: I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones. There I shall store all my grain and other goods and I shall say to myself, "Now as for you, you have so many good things stored up for many years, rest, eat, drink, be merry!" But God said to him, 'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you; and the things you have prepared, to whom will they belong?' Thus will it be for the one who stores up treasure for himself but is not rich for God."
“Do not be afraid any longer, little flock, for your Father is pleased to give you the kingdom. Sell your belongings and give alms. Provide money bags for yourselves that do not wear out, an inexhaustible treasure in heaven that no thief can reach nor moth destroy. For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be.”
"Gird your loins and light your lamps and be like servants who await their master's return from a wedding, ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks. Blessed are those servants whom the master finds vigilant on his arrival. Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself, have them recline at table, and proceed to wait on them. And should he come in the second or third watch and find them prepared in this way, blessed are those servants."
Reaction: The above passages were part of the assigned Gospel readings for yesterday and today. While meditating on yesterday’s readings, I repeated the phrase, “Do not store up treasure for yourself, but be rich for God.” This led me to think of all the ways my life could be rich for God: having a deep relationship with Him, a fruitful prayer life, a satisfying bond between family and friends, days and nights filled with hope, love, and a sense of well-being. A footnote in the reading showed another translation of the verse: to be "rich in what matters to God." My thoughts then turned to the things that matter most to God: my faith, trust, love, obedience, compassion, generosity, and humility to name a few. If I try to build upon these traits, I will have plentiful treasures indeed.
Today’s Gospel focused on being watchful, observant and mindful of what the Lord expects from us. This reflects another goal I have set for myself: to always be tuned in to the needs of others and aware of how I might serve them. I often feel that I have missed opportunities to serve, but lately I’ve been more responsive, and this makes me feel very blessed and rewarded, adding to my spiritual treasures.
In between the two day’s Gospels were several verses which dealt with God’s providence. The phrase that especially struck me was “where your treasure is, there also will your heart be.” But what occurred to me was that really, where my heart is, there is my treasure. As I continue to strive to become more Christ-like, to be more aware of God’s presence in my life, and more attentive to where He is trying to lead me, my heart and my life are being filled with the treasures that really matter.
Then He told them a parable. "There was a rich man whose land produced a bountiful harvest. He asked himself, 'What shall I do, for I do not have space to store my harvest?' And he said, 'This is what I shall do: I shall tear down my barns and build larger ones. There I shall store all my grain and other goods and I shall say to myself, "Now as for you, you have so many good things stored up for many years, rest, eat, drink, be merry!" But God said to him, 'You fool, this night your life will be demanded of you; and the things you have prepared, to whom will they belong?' Thus will it be for the one who stores up treasure for himself but is not rich for God."
“Do not be afraid any longer, little flock, for your Father is pleased to give you the kingdom. Sell your belongings and give alms. Provide money bags for yourselves that do not wear out, an inexhaustible treasure in heaven that no thief can reach nor moth destroy. For where your treasure is, there also will your heart be.”
"Gird your loins and light your lamps and be like servants who await their master's return from a wedding, ready to open immediately when he comes and knocks. Blessed are those servants whom the master finds vigilant on his arrival. Amen, I say to you, he will gird himself, have them recline at table, and proceed to wait on them. And should he come in the second or third watch and find them prepared in this way, blessed are those servants."
Reaction: The above passages were part of the assigned Gospel readings for yesterday and today. While meditating on yesterday’s readings, I repeated the phrase, “Do not store up treasure for yourself, but be rich for God.” This led me to think of all the ways my life could be rich for God: having a deep relationship with Him, a fruitful prayer life, a satisfying bond between family and friends, days and nights filled with hope, love, and a sense of well-being. A footnote in the reading showed another translation of the verse: to be "rich in what matters to God." My thoughts then turned to the things that matter most to God: my faith, trust, love, obedience, compassion, generosity, and humility to name a few. If I try to build upon these traits, I will have plentiful treasures indeed.
Today’s Gospel focused on being watchful, observant and mindful of what the Lord expects from us. This reflects another goal I have set for myself: to always be tuned in to the needs of others and aware of how I might serve them. I often feel that I have missed opportunities to serve, but lately I’ve been more responsive, and this makes me feel very blessed and rewarded, adding to my spiritual treasures.
In between the two day’s Gospels were several verses which dealt with God’s providence. The phrase that especially struck me was “where your treasure is, there also will your heart be.” But what occurred to me was that really, where my heart is, there is my treasure. As I continue to strive to become more Christ-like, to be more aware of God’s presence in my life, and more attentive to where He is trying to lead me, my heart and my life are being filled with the treasures that really matter.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Proclaimed on the Housetops
Scripture: Luke 12:1-3
Meanwhile, so many people were crowding together that they were trampling one another underfoot. He began to speak, first to his disciples, "Beware of the leaven--that is, the hypocrisy--of the Pharisees. There is nothing concealed that will not be revealed, nor secret that will not be known. Therefore whatever you have said in the darkness will be heard in the light, and what you have whispered behind closed doors will be proclaimed on the housetops.”
Reaction: This short passage had very many messages for me. First, that I must avoid hypocrisy by trying to portray myself as very holy and pious. It is true that I have made great strides in putting Christ first in my life, but I still have many flaws and sinful tendencies, so I need to remain humble and contrite. After all, most of my evil ways have been made known, or will be revealed in due time, as nothing concealed will remain so. But the positive aspect of this consequence of sin is that my weaknesses can be a motivating force for me to do better, and especially to help me become more aware of the attitudes and practices that are less than Christ-like. And the revelation of these secret tendencies will also keep me humble before others.
One aspect not mentioned in this passage was that of forgiveness. Even though I have succumbed to darkness and transgression, I know that my offenses have been wiped clean by Jesus Christ. This passage did not imply punishment or embarrassment to me, but rather hope, growth, and pardon. Another impression I had during my meditation was that just as my the failings will eventually be seen in the light of day, and perhaps even shouted from the rooftops, so might my gifts. I have great hope that all of the graces God has showered upon me will also shine forth for others to see, so that they too may come to know the joy that I have discovered in Jesus and the Word. I do not count myself as holier than anyone else for receiving these graces, but rather as a sincere seeker who has asked the Lord for His presence and His peace, and was able to recognize that these requests have been granted. If anything I have whispered in the darkness of my bedroom were to be proclaimed on the housetops, I would want it to be this: Thank you Lord, for granting me, a sinner, with Your pardon and Your peace, with the gifts of faith, hope and charity, and with the joy of Your salvation.
Meanwhile, so many people were crowding together that they were trampling one another underfoot. He began to speak, first to his disciples, "Beware of the leaven--that is, the hypocrisy--of the Pharisees. There is nothing concealed that will not be revealed, nor secret that will not be known. Therefore whatever you have said in the darkness will be heard in the light, and what you have whispered behind closed doors will be proclaimed on the housetops.”
Reaction: This short passage had very many messages for me. First, that I must avoid hypocrisy by trying to portray myself as very holy and pious. It is true that I have made great strides in putting Christ first in my life, but I still have many flaws and sinful tendencies, so I need to remain humble and contrite. After all, most of my evil ways have been made known, or will be revealed in due time, as nothing concealed will remain so. But the positive aspect of this consequence of sin is that my weaknesses can be a motivating force for me to do better, and especially to help me become more aware of the attitudes and practices that are less than Christ-like. And the revelation of these secret tendencies will also keep me humble before others.
One aspect not mentioned in this passage was that of forgiveness. Even though I have succumbed to darkness and transgression, I know that my offenses have been wiped clean by Jesus Christ. This passage did not imply punishment or embarrassment to me, but rather hope, growth, and pardon. Another impression I had during my meditation was that just as my the failings will eventually be seen in the light of day, and perhaps even shouted from the rooftops, so might my gifts. I have great hope that all of the graces God has showered upon me will also shine forth for others to see, so that they too may come to know the joy that I have discovered in Jesus and the Word. I do not count myself as holier than anyone else for receiving these graces, but rather as a sincere seeker who has asked the Lord for His presence and His peace, and was able to recognize that these requests have been granted. If anything I have whispered in the darkness of my bedroom were to be proclaimed on the housetops, I would want it to be this: Thank you Lord, for granting me, a sinner, with Your pardon and Your peace, with the gifts of faith, hope and charity, and with the joy of Your salvation.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Sharper Than Any Two-edged Sword
Scripture: Hebrews 4:12-13
Brothers and sisters: Indeed the word of God is living and effective, sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating even between soul and spirit, joints and marrow, and able to discern reflections and thoughts of the heart. No creature is concealed from him, but everything is naked and exposed to the eyes of Him to whom we must render an account.
Reaction: Today I contemplated on the second reading from yesterday’s Mass, which really spoke to me. I know that I have received great joy and peace while praying with the word of God, and this passage reminded me that it indeed alive and effectual. At times the same scripture can mean something totally new on a second or third contemplation, showing the vitality of His word. It is most effective when I am able to apply the message in my everyday life, as when I practice more patience and kindness, or when my worries over the future are calmed by trust in the Lord.
Today I envisioned the two-edged sword piercing my joints and marrow, exposing the positive and negative traits that are stored within me. I saw fear and faith, greed and generosity, pride and humility, selfishness and selflessness all uncovered as the word of God sliced into me. Then I imagined that my negative traits were slowly being cut away, so that the positive traits had room to grow. That, I hope, is how my prayer sessions with the Lord and His word are having an effect on me.
Brothers and sisters: Indeed the word of God is living and effective, sharper than any two-edged sword, penetrating even between soul and spirit, joints and marrow, and able to discern reflections and thoughts of the heart. No creature is concealed from him, but everything is naked and exposed to the eyes of Him to whom we must render an account.
Reaction: Today I contemplated on the second reading from yesterday’s Mass, which really spoke to me. I know that I have received great joy and peace while praying with the word of God, and this passage reminded me that it indeed alive and effectual. At times the same scripture can mean something totally new on a second or third contemplation, showing the vitality of His word. It is most effective when I am able to apply the message in my everyday life, as when I practice more patience and kindness, or when my worries over the future are calmed by trust in the Lord.
Today I envisioned the two-edged sword piercing my joints and marrow, exposing the positive and negative traits that are stored within me. I saw fear and faith, greed and generosity, pride and humility, selfishness and selflessness all uncovered as the word of God sliced into me. Then I imagined that my negative traits were slowly being cut away, so that the positive traits had room to grow. That, I hope, is how my prayer sessions with the Lord and His word are having an effect on me.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
You are Lord of All
Scripture: Esther C: 2-4
O Lord, You have given everything its place in the world, and no one can make it otherwise. For it is Your creation, the heavens and the earth and the stars; You are Lord of all.
Reaction: This verse was the Entrance Song for every Mass this week, so I decided to reflect on it today. My mediation reinforced ideas that I’ve had in the past: that all good things come from God, that He is the Master Planner, and that all things are done according to His will. I was filled with a great appreciation of all the wonders that God has created, knowing that everything was planned and given its rightful place by our loving Creator. As the wind howled outside my window, my thoughts started to wander a bit, turning toward the unseasonably cold and rainy weather we’ve had lately. It’s true that my mind sometimes drifts while I’m praying, and I try to get back on track as quickly as I can. But this time my reverie seemed to fit very nicely with this reading. Autumn has always been my favorite season of the year, and I keep looking for those glorious crisp and sunny October days that make it so. Even though we’ve only had a few hours of sunshine this month (or so it seems!), I always enjoy the coming of each new season. September rather than January has always seemed to be the start of the new year for me, and this year it is especially so, since I’ve resumed my subbing at the schools and have started teaching a fitness class through community education. So even though the weather doesn’t reflect my idea of autumn, the heavens and the earth and the stars dictate that fall has arrived. This was meaningful to me because it shows how God’s plan unfolds, sometimes unexpectedly, and often not the way we would have it. Yet we cannot make it otherwise, for God has arranged everything for His own purpose. He is the Lord and Master of all, and I am happy that I have come to know Him.
O Lord, You have given everything its place in the world, and no one can make it otherwise. For it is Your creation, the heavens and the earth and the stars; You are Lord of all.
Reaction: This verse was the Entrance Song for every Mass this week, so I decided to reflect on it today. My mediation reinforced ideas that I’ve had in the past: that all good things come from God, that He is the Master Planner, and that all things are done according to His will. I was filled with a great appreciation of all the wonders that God has created, knowing that everything was planned and given its rightful place by our loving Creator. As the wind howled outside my window, my thoughts started to wander a bit, turning toward the unseasonably cold and rainy weather we’ve had lately. It’s true that my mind sometimes drifts while I’m praying, and I try to get back on track as quickly as I can. But this time my reverie seemed to fit very nicely with this reading. Autumn has always been my favorite season of the year, and I keep looking for those glorious crisp and sunny October days that make it so. Even though we’ve only had a few hours of sunshine this month (or so it seems!), I always enjoy the coming of each new season. September rather than January has always seemed to be the start of the new year for me, and this year it is especially so, since I’ve resumed my subbing at the schools and have started teaching a fitness class through community education. So even though the weather doesn’t reflect my idea of autumn, the heavens and the earth and the stars dictate that fall has arrived. This was meaningful to me because it shows how God’s plan unfolds, sometimes unexpectedly, and often not the way we would have it. Yet we cannot make it otherwise, for God has arranged everything for His own purpose. He is the Lord and Master of all, and I am happy that I have come to know Him.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
To Receive the Holy Spirit
Scripture: Luke 11:9-13
“And I tell you, ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives; and the one who seeks, finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake when he asks for a fish? Or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then, who are wicked, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?”
Reaction: I have read this very famous Bible passage many times, but I don’t remember noting that the way the Lord answers our requests is by giving us the Holy Spirit. In the past I always focused on receiving what I asked for, what I want, but not necessarily what I need. In my meditation today, it became quite clear that regardless of what I’m seeking, what I’m asking for, what I want delivered to me through the open door, the Holy Spirit always plays a major role. It is His grace that allows me to be aware of God’s presence in nature, in His word, and in my very being; to accept my limitations and recognize my talents; to find strength, courage and acceptance as I endure my earthly trials; to be filled with joy and appreciation for the blessings I have received; to trust in God’s providence and in His love for me; to be filled with hope for the good things to come, accompanied by the gift of patience when I’m frustrated that the Lord’s timeline is not my own. I cannot think of a single supplication I have made to the Lord that is not covered by one of these graces. Even if I don’t receive the exact ‘thing’ I’m requesting (be it a certain job I’ve applied for, a specific event to take place, or relief from physical or mental anguish), I know that the Holy Spirit is there giving me the grace I need to accept everything that’s going on in my life, and the power to deal with it. I might not receive the fish or the egg I’ve asked for, but neither do I get a snake or a scorpion. Instead I get real spiritual nourishment that will sustain me throughout my days. I continue to ask the Holy Spirit for these graces, along with the determination and the faithfulness to use them as He intends.
“And I tell you, ask and you will receive; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks, receives; and the one who seeks, finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened. What father among you would hand his son a snake when he asks for a fish? Or hand him a scorpion when he asks for an egg? If you then, who are wicked, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will the Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?”
Reaction: I have read this very famous Bible passage many times, but I don’t remember noting that the way the Lord answers our requests is by giving us the Holy Spirit. In the past I always focused on receiving what I asked for, what I want, but not necessarily what I need. In my meditation today, it became quite clear that regardless of what I’m seeking, what I’m asking for, what I want delivered to me through the open door, the Holy Spirit always plays a major role. It is His grace that allows me to be aware of God’s presence in nature, in His word, and in my very being; to accept my limitations and recognize my talents; to find strength, courage and acceptance as I endure my earthly trials; to be filled with joy and appreciation for the blessings I have received; to trust in God’s providence and in His love for me; to be filled with hope for the good things to come, accompanied by the gift of patience when I’m frustrated that the Lord’s timeline is not my own. I cannot think of a single supplication I have made to the Lord that is not covered by one of these graces. Even if I don’t receive the exact ‘thing’ I’m requesting (be it a certain job I’ve applied for, a specific event to take place, or relief from physical or mental anguish), I know that the Holy Spirit is there giving me the grace I need to accept everything that’s going on in my life, and the power to deal with it. I might not receive the fish or the egg I’ve asked for, but neither do I get a snake or a scorpion. Instead I get real spiritual nourishment that will sustain me throughout my days. I continue to ask the Holy Spirit for these graces, along with the determination and the faithfulness to use them as He intends.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
All Things Are Possible
Scripture: Mark 10:17-27
As Jesus was setting out on a journey, a man ran up, knelt down before him, and asked him, "Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" Jesus answered him, "Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: You shall not kill; you shall not commit adultery; you shall not steal; you shall not bear false witness; you shall not defraud; honor your father and your mother." He replied and said to him, "Teacher, all of these I have observed from my youth." Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said to him, "You are lacking in one thing. Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me." At that statement his face fell, and he went away sad, for he had many possessions. Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, "How hard it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!" The disciples were amazed at his words. So Jesus again said to them in reply, "Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for one who is rich to enter the kingdom of God." They were exceedingly astonished and said among themselves, "Then who can be saved?" Jesus looked at them and said, "For human beings it is impossible, but not for God. All things are possible for God."
Reaction: This is the reading for the 28th Sunday in Ordinary Time, which we discuss at our prayer group tomorrow. I have often been puzzled by this scripture, wondering if God really expects us to give all of our possessions to the poor. But today that did not seem to be the thrust of this reading; instead, the phrase that jumped out at me was "For human beings it is impossible, but not for God.” I felt that what Jesus is really asking of me is to give as much as I can to the poor, especially when unexpected events come up. I need to be aware and open to helping out wherever I can, even if I thing that it might ‘blow my budget’. Recent circumstances have given me to opportunity to do this, and for that I am grateful. But what is more difficult for me is to set aside the desire to plan out my financial savings plan, a habit I’ve had since I was an early teen. It would seem that this would be an insurmountable task for me, but then, for God all things are possible. During my meditation, I realized that while I have come a long way in trusting God’s providence, I am sometimes still lacking in this regard. But I continue to pray that the idea of financial security will continue to diminish in importance to me, a notion that might seem impossible for me, but with God’s grace it can be done.
As Jesus was setting out on a journey, a man ran up, knelt down before him, and asked him, "Good teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?" Jesus answered him, "Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: You shall not kill; you shall not commit adultery; you shall not steal; you shall not bear false witness; you shall not defraud; honor your father and your mother." He replied and said to him, "Teacher, all of these I have observed from my youth." Jesus, looking at him, loved him and said to him, "You are lacking in one thing. Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me." At that statement his face fell, and he went away sad, for he had many possessions. Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, "How hard it is for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!" The disciples were amazed at his words. So Jesus again said to them in reply, "Children, how hard it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to pass through the eye of a needle than for one who is rich to enter the kingdom of God." They were exceedingly astonished and said among themselves, "Then who can be saved?" Jesus looked at them and said, "For human beings it is impossible, but not for God. All things are possible for God."
Reaction: This is the reading for the 28th Sunday in Ordinary Time, which we discuss at our prayer group tomorrow. I have often been puzzled by this scripture, wondering if God really expects us to give all of our possessions to the poor. But today that did not seem to be the thrust of this reading; instead, the phrase that jumped out at me was "For human beings it is impossible, but not for God.” I felt that what Jesus is really asking of me is to give as much as I can to the poor, especially when unexpected events come up. I need to be aware and open to helping out wherever I can, even if I thing that it might ‘blow my budget’. Recent circumstances have given me to opportunity to do this, and for that I am grateful. But what is more difficult for me is to set aside the desire to plan out my financial savings plan, a habit I’ve had since I was an early teen. It would seem that this would be an insurmountable task for me, but then, for God all things are possible. During my meditation, I realized that while I have come a long way in trusting God’s providence, I am sometimes still lacking in this regard. But I continue to pray that the idea of financial security will continue to diminish in importance to me, a notion that might seem impossible for me, but with God’s grace it can be done.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Turn and Become Like a Child
Scripture: Matthew 18:1-5
The disciples approached Jesus and said, “Who is the greatest in the Kingdom of heaven?” He called a child over, placed it in their midst, and said, “Amen, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will not enter the Kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the Kingdom of heaven. And whoever receives one child such as this in my name receives me.”
Reaction: Today I reflected on what Jesus meant when He instructed His disciples to become like children. Various childhood images played out in my mind: running through an open field on a warm summer day, arms spread out as if I were flying; snuggling up to my mother under an afghan as a snowstorm raged outside; walking to school on a crisp autumn day, crunching through the fallen leaves and fanaticizing about the best school year ever. I remembered how important it was for me to please my parents, and how comforting it was to know that they’d always be there for me, no matter what. Even though we weren’t particularly well off, I don’t ever remember feeling deprived or in need of any material items. My childhood did have its share of trials (most stemming from issues with my mentally challenged sister), but I always felt loved.
As I meditated, these thoughts and images were translated into ways I could turn and become like a child to Christ, even in this stage of my life. I felt that Jesus was telling me: You are safe with Me. Trust Me, depend on Me, know that I love you and will always be with you. Strive to please me and take pleasure in our loving relationship. Feel free to be yourself, to let yourself soar to whatever heights you can attain. Have hope for the future, both in this world and the next. Rejoice in each new season and in all of the natural wonders I have created for your enjoyment. Be My child, just as I am Your loving parent.
The disciples approached Jesus and said, “Who is the greatest in the Kingdom of heaven?” He called a child over, placed it in their midst, and said, “Amen, I say to you, unless you turn and become like children, you will not enter the Kingdom of heaven. Whoever humbles himself like this child is the greatest in the Kingdom of heaven. And whoever receives one child such as this in my name receives me.”
Reaction: Today I reflected on what Jesus meant when He instructed His disciples to become like children. Various childhood images played out in my mind: running through an open field on a warm summer day, arms spread out as if I were flying; snuggling up to my mother under an afghan as a snowstorm raged outside; walking to school on a crisp autumn day, crunching through the fallen leaves and fanaticizing about the best school year ever. I remembered how important it was for me to please my parents, and how comforting it was to know that they’d always be there for me, no matter what. Even though we weren’t particularly well off, I don’t ever remember feeling deprived or in need of any material items. My childhood did have its share of trials (most stemming from issues with my mentally challenged sister), but I always felt loved.
As I meditated, these thoughts and images were translated into ways I could turn and become like a child to Christ, even in this stage of my life. I felt that Jesus was telling me: You are safe with Me. Trust Me, depend on Me, know that I love you and will always be with you. Strive to please me and take pleasure in our loving relationship. Feel free to be yourself, to let yourself soar to whatever heights you can attain. Have hope for the future, both in this world and the next. Rejoice in each new season and in all of the natural wonders I have created for your enjoyment. Be My child, just as I am Your loving parent.
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Laborers for the Harvest
Scripture: Luke 10:1-9
Jesus appointed seventy-two other disciples whom he sent ahead of him in pairs to every town and place he intended to visit. He said to them, “The harvest is abundant but the laborers are few; so ask the master of the harvest to send out laborers for his harvest. Go on your way; behold, I am sending you like lambs among wolves. Carry no money bag, no sack, no sandals; and greet no one along the way. Into whatever house you enter, first say, ‘Peace to this household.’ If a peaceful person lives there, your peace will rest on him; but if not, it will return to you. Stay in the same house and eat and drink what is offered to you, for the laborer deserves his payment. Do not move about from one house to another. Whatever town you enter and they welcome you, eat what is set before you, cure the sick in it and say to them, ‘The Kingdom of God is at hand for you.’
Reaction: Today’s reading is again about evangelism, and yet I know that my recent attempts to proclaim the kingdom of God have been less than fruitful. But today I felt that I can indeed be a laborer for the master of the harvest even if gathering crops in not my forte. I can lend my hands in a supporting role, I can pray for others to discover the joy of living with the Lord, I can serve as an example to others as I continue to seek a deeper relationship with Christ. Since our faith-sharing group has met a few times now, I know that I am definitely not the person to lead spontaneous prayers or to speak eloquently on what Christ has done for me; yet, I do share my own prayerful reflections and encourage others to do so. I have fallen into a role I often served in the business world: the organizer of the group, ensuring the next meeting has both a venue and a leader. It turns out that our oldest group member is the most inspiring when it comes to leading group prayer and to sharing her profound faith with the rest of us. I believe that the Lord is using each of us to contribute what we can based on our abilities. Even our youngest and most reticent member serves a useful purpose: she gives others the opportunity to encourage her and draw her out, and we too are heartened that she continues to attend our discussions. Even the meeting hostesses are offering hospitality, and the peace of Christ is resting on all of us as we continue to build up one another through prayer and fellowship.
Jesus appointed seventy-two other disciples whom he sent ahead of him in pairs to every town and place he intended to visit. He said to them, “The harvest is abundant but the laborers are few; so ask the master of the harvest to send out laborers for his harvest. Go on your way; behold, I am sending you like lambs among wolves. Carry no money bag, no sack, no sandals; and greet no one along the way. Into whatever house you enter, first say, ‘Peace to this household.’ If a peaceful person lives there, your peace will rest on him; but if not, it will return to you. Stay in the same house and eat and drink what is offered to you, for the laborer deserves his payment. Do not move about from one house to another. Whatever town you enter and they welcome you, eat what is set before you, cure the sick in it and say to them, ‘The Kingdom of God is at hand for you.’
Reaction: Today’s reading is again about evangelism, and yet I know that my recent attempts to proclaim the kingdom of God have been less than fruitful. But today I felt that I can indeed be a laborer for the master of the harvest even if gathering crops in not my forte. I can lend my hands in a supporting role, I can pray for others to discover the joy of living with the Lord, I can serve as an example to others as I continue to seek a deeper relationship with Christ. Since our faith-sharing group has met a few times now, I know that I am definitely not the person to lead spontaneous prayers or to speak eloquently on what Christ has done for me; yet, I do share my own prayerful reflections and encourage others to do so. I have fallen into a role I often served in the business world: the organizer of the group, ensuring the next meeting has both a venue and a leader. It turns out that our oldest group member is the most inspiring when it comes to leading group prayer and to sharing her profound faith with the rest of us. I believe that the Lord is using each of us to contribute what we can based on our abilities. Even our youngest and most reticent member serves a useful purpose: she gives others the opportunity to encourage her and draw her out, and we too are heartened that she continues to attend our discussions. Even the meeting hostesses are offering hospitality, and the peace of Christ is resting on all of us as we continue to build up one another through prayer and fellowship.
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
How Do You Know Me?
Scripture: John 1:45-51
Philip found Nathanael and said to him, "We have found Him of whom Moses in the Law and also the Prophets wrote--Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph." Nathanael said to him, "Can any good thing come out of Nazareth?" Philip said to him, "Come and see." Jesus saw Nathanael coming to Him, and said of him, "Behold, an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit!" Nathanael said to Him, "How do You know me?" Jesus answered and said to him, "Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you." Nathanael answered Him, "Rabbi, You are the Son of God; You are the King of Israel." Jesus answered and said to him, "Because I said to you that I saw you under the fig tree, do you believe? You will see greater things than these." And He said to him, "Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see the heavens opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."
Reaction: My question to the Lord during my meditation today was “How do You know me?” The answer was: I have known you from the beginning of time. I know all of your strengths and your weaknesses, and I am pleased that you are seeking me. I will give you all of the tools you need to follow Me and do My will, if you continue to pray and have faith in Me. Don’t believe in Me because of any ‘signs’ you think you see, but feel My presence in your heart. Know that I am with you and that I love you, and I want to draw you closer to me.
Philip found Nathanael and said to him, "We have found Him of whom Moses in the Law and also the Prophets wrote--Jesus of Nazareth, the son of Joseph." Nathanael said to him, "Can any good thing come out of Nazareth?" Philip said to him, "Come and see." Jesus saw Nathanael coming to Him, and said of him, "Behold, an Israelite indeed, in whom there is no deceit!" Nathanael said to Him, "How do You know me?" Jesus answered and said to him, "Before Philip called you, when you were under the fig tree, I saw you." Nathanael answered Him, "Rabbi, You are the Son of God; You are the King of Israel." Jesus answered and said to him, "Because I said to you that I saw you under the fig tree, do you believe? You will see greater things than these." And He said to him, "Truly, truly, I say to you, you will see the heavens opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man."
Reaction: My question to the Lord during my meditation today was “How do You know me?” The answer was: I have known you from the beginning of time. I know all of your strengths and your weaknesses, and I am pleased that you are seeking me. I will give you all of the tools you need to follow Me and do My will, if you continue to pray and have faith in Me. Don’t believe in Me because of any ‘signs’ you think you see, but feel My presence in your heart. Know that I am with you and that I love you, and I want to draw you closer to me.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Trying to See Jesus
Scripture: Luke 9:7-9
Herod the tetrarch heard about all that was happening, and he was greatly perplexed because some were saying, “John has been raised from the dead”; others were saying, “Elijah has appeared”; still others, “One of the ancient prophets has arisen.” But Herod said, “John I beheaded. Who then is this about whom I hear such things?” And he kept trying to see him.
Reaction: Lately I’ve been selecting the scriptures for my meditations based on the Catholic lectionary, which lists the readings and the responsorial psalm assigned for each Mass of the year. The passage above is the assigned gospel for the Thursday of the Twenty-fifth Week in Ordinary Time. At first this reading did not strike me as very meaningful, and I was tempted to choose another. But as I lay back to contemplate on it, the Lord did speak to me.
At first I was simply reminded of all the different ways I seek to see Christ: through His word, in nature, through other people, and even in myself. My hope is that by coming to see and know Christ, I will be able to live a life that is pleasing to Him, one that fills me with joy and fulfillment. Again I felt that the Lord was close to me, acknowledging my desire to know Him better, and filling me with peace.
Later in my meditation I realized that Herod was not seeking to see Jesus so that he might know Him, worship Him, and please Him. Herod’s motives stemmed only from his own self-interest. This is a common theme for me, too: I am often concerned about my own selfish motives as I move to a more spiritual existence. But I realize that I this is one of my human failings, and God is well-aware of it. Still, He loves me and accepts me, and encourages me to continue to seek Him with a sincere heart. Even when my heart is not as pure as I would want it to be, it is never a bad thing to try to see the Lord. May His presence and His grace purify my heart as I continue on my journey.
Herod the tetrarch heard about all that was happening, and he was greatly perplexed because some were saying, “John has been raised from the dead”; others were saying, “Elijah has appeared”; still others, “One of the ancient prophets has arisen.” But Herod said, “John I beheaded. Who then is this about whom I hear such things?” And he kept trying to see him.
Reaction: Lately I’ve been selecting the scriptures for my meditations based on the Catholic lectionary, which lists the readings and the responsorial psalm assigned for each Mass of the year. The passage above is the assigned gospel for the Thursday of the Twenty-fifth Week in Ordinary Time. At first this reading did not strike me as very meaningful, and I was tempted to choose another. But as I lay back to contemplate on it, the Lord did speak to me.
At first I was simply reminded of all the different ways I seek to see Christ: through His word, in nature, through other people, and even in myself. My hope is that by coming to see and know Christ, I will be able to live a life that is pleasing to Him, one that fills me with joy and fulfillment. Again I felt that the Lord was close to me, acknowledging my desire to know Him better, and filling me with peace.
Later in my meditation I realized that Herod was not seeking to see Jesus so that he might know Him, worship Him, and please Him. Herod’s motives stemmed only from his own self-interest. This is a common theme for me, too: I am often concerned about my own selfish motives as I move to a more spiritual existence. But I realize that I this is one of my human failings, and God is well-aware of it. Still, He loves me and accepts me, and encourages me to continue to seek Him with a sincere heart. Even when my heart is not as pure as I would want it to be, it is never a bad thing to try to see the Lord. May His presence and His grace purify my heart as I continue on my journey.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
In the name of Jesus
Scripture: Mark 9:38-41
At that time, John said to Jesus, "Teacher, we saw someone driving out demons in your name, and we tried to prevent him because he does not follow us." Jesus replied, "Do not prevent him. There is no one who performs a mighty deed in my name who can at the same time speak ill of me. For whoever is not against us is for us. Anyone who gives you a cup of water to drink because you belong to Christ, amen, I say to you, will surely not lose his reward.
Reaction: I received two messages from today’s reflection. First, that I should continue to perform deeds which I believe are good and pleasing to God even if I don’t feel I have been ‘commissioned’ to do them. I am speaking of small acts of charity through various volunteer groups, as well as my daily interactions with others. None of these can be considered ‘mighty’ deeds, but they are from my heart. If my motivation is to serve others and please God, then I am certainly not against the Lord, nor can I speak ill of Him or represent Him in an evil way. The other message is that even though I have resolved to offer everything I do for the glory of God, I rarely present my offerings in the name of Jesus. In my conversations with other Christians and in my dealings with the needy through St. Vincent de Paul, I often wish others well or tell them that I will pray for them, but I do not advocate for their needs ‘in the name of Jesus’. This is one small thing I can do to reinforce my trust in the Lord, get over my reticence when it comes to vocalizing my faith, and to become more like an apostle of Christ.
At that time, John said to Jesus, "Teacher, we saw someone driving out demons in your name, and we tried to prevent him because he does not follow us." Jesus replied, "Do not prevent him. There is no one who performs a mighty deed in my name who can at the same time speak ill of me. For whoever is not against us is for us. Anyone who gives you a cup of water to drink because you belong to Christ, amen, I say to you, will surely not lose his reward.
Reaction: I received two messages from today’s reflection. First, that I should continue to perform deeds which I believe are good and pleasing to God even if I don’t feel I have been ‘commissioned’ to do them. I am speaking of small acts of charity through various volunteer groups, as well as my daily interactions with others. None of these can be considered ‘mighty’ deeds, but they are from my heart. If my motivation is to serve others and please God, then I am certainly not against the Lord, nor can I speak ill of Him or represent Him in an evil way. The other message is that even though I have resolved to offer everything I do for the glory of God, I rarely present my offerings in the name of Jesus. In my conversations with other Christians and in my dealings with the needy through St. Vincent de Paul, I often wish others well or tell them that I will pray for them, but I do not advocate for their needs ‘in the name of Jesus’. This is one small thing I can do to reinforce my trust in the Lord, get over my reticence when it comes to vocalizing my faith, and to become more like an apostle of Christ.
Monday, September 21, 2009
Bear fruit Through Perseverance
Scripture: Luke 8:5-15
“A sower went out to sow his seed. And as he sowed, some seed fell on the path and was trampled, and the birds of the sky ate it up. Some seed fell on rocky ground, and when it grew, it withered for lack of moisture. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew with it and choked it. And some seed fell on good soil, and when it grew, it produced fruit a hundredfold.” After saying this, he called out, “Whoever has ears to hear ought to hear.”
Then his disciples asked him what the meaning of this parable might be. He answered, “Knowledge of the mysteries of the Kingdom of God has been granted to you; but to the rest, they are made known through parables so that they may look but not see, and hear but not understand. This is the meaning of the parable. The seed is the word of God. Those on the path are the ones who have heard, but the Devil comes and takes away the word from their hearts that they may not believe and be saved. Those on rocky ground are the ones who, when they hear, receive the word with joy, but they have no root; they believe only for a time and fall away in time of temptation. As for the seed that fell among thorns, they are the ones who have heard, but as they go along, they are choked by the anxieties and riches and pleasures of life, and they fail to produce mature fruit. But as for the seed that fell on rich soil, they are the ones who, when they have heard the word, embrace it with a generous and good heart, and bear fruit through perseverance.”
Reaction: During today’s meditation, I imagined my heart as rich soil, where God’s word was taking root and growing into green shoots. Some of these shoots blossomed into hearty plants, bearing wholesome fruits such as service and compassion. Other plants, from the seeds of humility and selflessness, starting growing among thorny weeds, and became stunted. I felt the need to be more persevering in clearing out the weeds of temptation, anxiety, and worldliness, so that all of the seedlings can mature and bear fruit. Even though the ground may be rich and fertile, constant care is needed to cultivate the soil. My meditation ended with an image of the Holy Spirit showering my garden with sun and rain. These elements too are needed to produce an abundant harvest.
“A sower went out to sow his seed. And as he sowed, some seed fell on the path and was trampled, and the birds of the sky ate it up. Some seed fell on rocky ground, and when it grew, it withered for lack of moisture. Some seed fell among thorns, and the thorns grew with it and choked it. And some seed fell on good soil, and when it grew, it produced fruit a hundredfold.” After saying this, he called out, “Whoever has ears to hear ought to hear.”
Then his disciples asked him what the meaning of this parable might be. He answered, “Knowledge of the mysteries of the Kingdom of God has been granted to you; but to the rest, they are made known through parables so that they may look but not see, and hear but not understand. This is the meaning of the parable. The seed is the word of God. Those on the path are the ones who have heard, but the Devil comes and takes away the word from their hearts that they may not believe and be saved. Those on rocky ground are the ones who, when they hear, receive the word with joy, but they have no root; they believe only for a time and fall away in time of temptation. As for the seed that fell among thorns, they are the ones who have heard, but as they go along, they are choked by the anxieties and riches and pleasures of life, and they fail to produce mature fruit. But as for the seed that fell on rich soil, they are the ones who, when they have heard the word, embrace it with a generous and good heart, and bear fruit through perseverance.”
Reaction: During today’s meditation, I imagined my heart as rich soil, where God’s word was taking root and growing into green shoots. Some of these shoots blossomed into hearty plants, bearing wholesome fruits such as service and compassion. Other plants, from the seeds of humility and selflessness, starting growing among thorny weeds, and became stunted. I felt the need to be more persevering in clearing out the weeds of temptation, anxiety, and worldliness, so that all of the seedlings can mature and bear fruit. Even though the ground may be rich and fertile, constant care is needed to cultivate the soil. My meditation ended with an image of the Holy Spirit showering my garden with sun and rain. These elements too are needed to produce an abundant harvest.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
The Assurance of Things Hoped For
Scripture: Hebrews 11: 1-6
“Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. For by it the men of old gained approval. By faith we understand that the worlds were prepared by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things which are visible. By faith Abel offered to God a better sacrifice than Cain, through which he obtained the testimony that he was righteous, God testifying about his gifts, and through faith, though he is dead, he still speaks. By faith Enoch was taken up so that he would not see death; and he was not found because God took him up; for he obtained the witness that before his being taken up he was pleasing to God. And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He rewards those who seek Him.”
Reaction: Continuing on the theme of faith, I revisited a passage I’ve meditated upon before. The phrase that struck me most was ‘without faith it is impossible to please Him.” Since I have been concentrating on pleasing God in the past several weeks, I was reminded that regardless of how I spend my time or what decisions I make, the most important thing for me to do is to remain steadfast in my belief in God, and in Jesus our Savior. I also got the feeling that I need to have faith (the assurance of something hoped for) that God has prepared a plan for me, just as he had a plan for the men and women of the Old Testament. This plan will be revealed in God’s own time, and all that is required of me is faith and a desire to please God and do His will. I believe God has already ‘rewarded’ me by revealing His presence to me in my everyday life. I know that my final reward lies ahead, when I will meet Him face to face in the next life.
“Now faith is the assurance of things hoped for, the conviction of things not seen. For by it the men of old gained approval. By faith we understand that the worlds were prepared by the word of God, so that what is seen was not made out of things which are visible. By faith Abel offered to God a better sacrifice than Cain, through which he obtained the testimony that he was righteous, God testifying about his gifts, and through faith, though he is dead, he still speaks. By faith Enoch was taken up so that he would not see death; and he was not found because God took him up; for he obtained the witness that before his being taken up he was pleasing to God. And without faith it is impossible to please Him, for he who comes to God must believe that He is and that He rewards those who seek Him.”
Reaction: Continuing on the theme of faith, I revisited a passage I’ve meditated upon before. The phrase that struck me most was ‘without faith it is impossible to please Him.” Since I have been concentrating on pleasing God in the past several weeks, I was reminded that regardless of how I spend my time or what decisions I make, the most important thing for me to do is to remain steadfast in my belief in God, and in Jesus our Savior. I also got the feeling that I need to have faith (the assurance of something hoped for) that God has prepared a plan for me, just as he had a plan for the men and women of the Old Testament. This plan will be revealed in God’s own time, and all that is required of me is faith and a desire to please God and do His will. I believe God has already ‘rewarded’ me by revealing His presence to me in my everyday life. I know that my final reward lies ahead, when I will meet Him face to face in the next life.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
A Solid Foundation
Scripture: Luke 6: 46-49
Why do you call me “Lord, Lord”, and not do what I tell you? Every one who comes to me and hears my words and does them, I will show you what he is like: he is like a man building a house, who dug deep, and laid the foundation upon rock; and when a flood arose, the stream broke against that house, and could not shake it, because it had been well built. But he who hears and does not do them is like a man who built a house on the ground without a foundation; against which the stream broke, and immediately it fell, and the ruin of that house was great.”
Reaction: While reflecting on today’s reading, two messages came to mind. First, I was reminded that although I have been reading God’s word for many months, I sometimes fail to do what the Lord has instructed me to do: to love Him completely and put Him first in my life, to trust in His providence, to put others before myself, and to do everything for the glory of God. My impression was not so much an admonition as an encouraging reminder, as if Jesus were saying, “You have heard my words and often act upon them. Now keep on listening, and keep on doing as I ask. Then your faith will become stronger, and our relationship will grow even deeper.”
The second message from this passage was that my faith will see me through both bad times and good. Lately it seems like everything is falling into place for me; I have been very grateful to the Lord, as well as joyous and full of praise. But I know that life isn’t always easy, and that trying times are sure to reappear. Will I still be as thankful and joyful in my relationship with the Lord when everything isn’t going my way? If I dig deep and make sure my faith has a solid foundation, I believe I can stand firm when the stream breaks and rushes against me.
Why do you call me “Lord, Lord”, and not do what I tell you? Every one who comes to me and hears my words and does them, I will show you what he is like: he is like a man building a house, who dug deep, and laid the foundation upon rock; and when a flood arose, the stream broke against that house, and could not shake it, because it had been well built. But he who hears and does not do them is like a man who built a house on the ground without a foundation; against which the stream broke, and immediately it fell, and the ruin of that house was great.”
Reaction: While reflecting on today’s reading, two messages came to mind. First, I was reminded that although I have been reading God’s word for many months, I sometimes fail to do what the Lord has instructed me to do: to love Him completely and put Him first in my life, to trust in His providence, to put others before myself, and to do everything for the glory of God. My impression was not so much an admonition as an encouraging reminder, as if Jesus were saying, “You have heard my words and often act upon them. Now keep on listening, and keep on doing as I ask. Then your faith will become stronger, and our relationship will grow even deeper.”
The second message from this passage was that my faith will see me through both bad times and good. Lately it seems like everything is falling into place for me; I have been very grateful to the Lord, as well as joyous and full of praise. But I know that life isn’t always easy, and that trying times are sure to reappear. Will I still be as thankful and joyful in my relationship with the Lord when everything isn’t going my way? If I dig deep and make sure my faith has a solid foundation, I believe I can stand firm when the stream breaks and rushes against me.
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Encourage and Build Up One Another
Scripture: 1 Thessalonians 5: 6-11
“Therefore, let us not sleep as the rest do, but let us stay alert and sober. Those who sleep go to sleep at night, and those who are drunk get drunk at night. But since we are of the day, let us be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love and the helmet that is hope for salvation. For God did not destine us for wrath, but to gain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us, so that whether we are awake or asleep we may live together with him. Therefore, encourage one another and build one another up, as indeed you do”.
Reaction: Since I now have two pretty sure opportunities for part-time employment, I find myself slipping back into some old habits I thought I’d conquered. Lately I’ve been very preoccupied with the details of my daily schedule, as well as planning how much money I might earn and save. I know I will need to adjust my schedule to make room for the extra work hours, but I must also ensure that I still have time for daily prayer and for the opportunities to serve others that may come up unexpectedly. One thing I have learned from my meditations is to always be open to where the Lord is leading me, which may not be at all where I was planning to go! As for financial issues, it’s been pretty clear to me that the last thing I should be doing is storing up wealth. I pursued both of these jobs because I thought they would be fun, challenging, and a way to help others. I also knew that I needed to earn a little extra income to cover some unplanned expenses. So while it’s not all that bad to think about time and money, I really need to be more temperate in these matters. With this in mind, I looked for a scripture passage under the topic of Temperance, and I found a reference to 1 Thessalonians 5: 6-8.
While that particular passage didn’t really strike me, verse 11 certainly did. I recalled that both my job as a fitness instructor and as resume writer can be used to encourage and build up others. If that goal is my focus, then I believe my preoccupation with over-planning will begin to subside. I also remembered that my involvement in a recently formed Faith Sharing group is meant to inspire, uplift, and enlighten others as well as myself. Even the time I spend at ballroom dancing has had a great impact on my husband, who is quite cheered by his resulting recent weight loss and improved skills. In previous reflections I’ve noted that I need to focus on others rather than on myself; I must remember that this is still true even as I seek to adjust my life based on my new opportunities.
“Therefore, let us not sleep as the rest do, but let us stay alert and sober. Those who sleep go to sleep at night, and those who are drunk get drunk at night. But since we are of the day, let us be sober, putting on the breastplate of faith and love and the helmet that is hope for salvation. For God did not destine us for wrath, but to gain salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ, who died for us, so that whether we are awake or asleep we may live together with him. Therefore, encourage one another and build one another up, as indeed you do”.
Reaction: Since I now have two pretty sure opportunities for part-time employment, I find myself slipping back into some old habits I thought I’d conquered. Lately I’ve been very preoccupied with the details of my daily schedule, as well as planning how much money I might earn and save. I know I will need to adjust my schedule to make room for the extra work hours, but I must also ensure that I still have time for daily prayer and for the opportunities to serve others that may come up unexpectedly. One thing I have learned from my meditations is to always be open to where the Lord is leading me, which may not be at all where I was planning to go! As for financial issues, it’s been pretty clear to me that the last thing I should be doing is storing up wealth. I pursued both of these jobs because I thought they would be fun, challenging, and a way to help others. I also knew that I needed to earn a little extra income to cover some unplanned expenses. So while it’s not all that bad to think about time and money, I really need to be more temperate in these matters. With this in mind, I looked for a scripture passage under the topic of Temperance, and I found a reference to 1 Thessalonians 5: 6-8.
While that particular passage didn’t really strike me, verse 11 certainly did. I recalled that both my job as a fitness instructor and as resume writer can be used to encourage and build up others. If that goal is my focus, then I believe my preoccupation with over-planning will begin to subside. I also remembered that my involvement in a recently formed Faith Sharing group is meant to inspire, uplift, and enlighten others as well as myself. Even the time I spend at ballroom dancing has had a great impact on my husband, who is quite cheered by his resulting recent weight loss and improved skills. In previous reflections I’ve noted that I need to focus on others rather than on myself; I must remember that this is still true even as I seek to adjust my life based on my new opportunities.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Not as a horse or mule
Scripture: Psalm 32:8-10
I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you. Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not keep with you.
Reaction: This passage was listed under the topic of Guidance, something I am in need of at this time. My reflection brought me confidence that the Lord will help me in my journey to find a good balance in my life. He will grant me understanding, so that I don’t simply make go off blindly, but will have the insight I need to make the wisest decisions. I also felt God was telling me to listen for His counsel with my heart, but not to expect any blatant messages about the exact words to use or specific actions to take. He will grant me wisdom and understanding, but He won’t lead me around with a bit and bridle. I am free to follow one path or another, to determine how I will spend my time, to choose how to respond to those who offering me new opportunities. What I can expect from God is His love, His wisdom, and His constant presence, with His eye always upon me. It’s up to me to make the most of our loving relationship, and to use the understanding He grants me to follow the paths He wants me to travel.
I will instruct you and teach you in the way you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you. Be not like a horse or a mule, without understanding, which must be curbed with bit and bridle, or it will not keep with you.
Reaction: This passage was listed under the topic of Guidance, something I am in need of at this time. My reflection brought me confidence that the Lord will help me in my journey to find a good balance in my life. He will grant me understanding, so that I don’t simply make go off blindly, but will have the insight I need to make the wisest decisions. I also felt God was telling me to listen for His counsel with my heart, but not to expect any blatant messages about the exact words to use or specific actions to take. He will grant me wisdom and understanding, but He won’t lead me around with a bit and bridle. I am free to follow one path or another, to determine how I will spend my time, to choose how to respond to those who offering me new opportunities. What I can expect from God is His love, His wisdom, and His constant presence, with His eye always upon me. It’s up to me to make the most of our loving relationship, and to use the understanding He grants me to follow the paths He wants me to travel.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Magnificat
Scripture: Luke 1: 46-50
My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior;
Because He has regarded the lowliness of His handmaid;
For behold, henceforth all generations shall call me blessed;
He who is mighty has done great things for me, and Holy is His Name;
And His mercy is from generation to generation on those who fear Him.
Reaction: Today I opened my Bible to Mary’s Magnificat, so I decided to contemplate on this passage. I was especially struck by the phrases “My spirit rejoices in God my Savior” and “He who is mighty has done great things for me”, both of which are very true for me. Still, the phrase I kept coming back to was the very first one, “My soul magnifies the Lord”. I’ve never been clear on what is meant by this verse, but I kept repeating it nonetheless.
Eventually I came to feel that the little acts of kindness, compassion, and sharing that I may do, no matter how feeble or insignificant I feel they are, are sometimes magnified in the eyes of others to reflect the presence and glory of God. As I strive to be more open in sharing my faith, I hope that the goodness and mercy of God that I’ve come to recognize will be conveyed to those around me.
In addition, I know that God's greatness is often magnified in my eyes, whether it's in the beauty of nature of in the goodness of another human being. As I continue to become more aware of His presence in my life, my spirit can truly rejoice in God my Savior.
My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior;
Because He has regarded the lowliness of His handmaid;
For behold, henceforth all generations shall call me blessed;
He who is mighty has done great things for me, and Holy is His Name;
And His mercy is from generation to generation on those who fear Him.
Reaction: Today I opened my Bible to Mary’s Magnificat, so I decided to contemplate on this passage. I was especially struck by the phrases “My spirit rejoices in God my Savior” and “He who is mighty has done great things for me”, both of which are very true for me. Still, the phrase I kept coming back to was the very first one, “My soul magnifies the Lord”. I’ve never been clear on what is meant by this verse, but I kept repeating it nonetheless.
Eventually I came to feel that the little acts of kindness, compassion, and sharing that I may do, no matter how feeble or insignificant I feel they are, are sometimes magnified in the eyes of others to reflect the presence and glory of God. As I strive to be more open in sharing my faith, I hope that the goodness and mercy of God that I’ve come to recognize will be conveyed to those around me.
In addition, I know that God's greatness is often magnified in my eyes, whether it's in the beauty of nature of in the goodness of another human being. As I continue to become more aware of His presence in my life, my spirit can truly rejoice in God my Savior.
Monday, September 7, 2009
To Think as God Thinks
Scripture: Mark 8:27-35
Jesus and his disciples set out for the villages of Caesarea Philippi. Along the way he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?” They said in reply, “John the Baptist, others Elijah, still others one of the prophets.” And he asked them, “But who do you say that I am?” Peter said to him in reply, “You are the Christ.” Then he warned them not to tell anyone about him.
He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer greatly and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and rise after three days. He spoke this openly. Then Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. At this he turned around and, looking at his disciples, rebuked Peter and said, “Get behind me, Satan. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.”
He summoned the crowd with his disciples and said to them, “Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake and that of the gospel will save it.”
Reaction: This is the reading for the 24th Sunday in Ordinary Time, which is this upcoming Sunday. Our prayer group is meeting for the first time on Wednesday, and this is the passage will discuss.
During today’s meditation, the phrase that initially struck me was “You are thinking not as God does, but as humans do.” In the context of this gospel, the thought of Jesus suffering and dying was devastating to Peter, who was thinking as a human; however, in God’s plan it was necessary for the salvation of mankind. I know that God’s ways are often a mystery to me, but I too am thinking like a human and not as God does. I don’t know that I can ever think as God thinks, but one thing I can do is accept that God’s ways are best for His people. This means accepting everything that comes my way, and trying to find God’s goodness in all I encounter. This fits very well with the concept of ‘taking up one’s cross’, or accepting the burdens of life and offering them as ways to build up our characters and glorify God. As I reflected on this idea, I came to a new interpretation of the phrase ‘whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life…will save it.” Today, the message from this phrase was that instead of trying to plan my life to avoid discomfort, worries, and trials, I should simply surrender to God’s plan. I know I have a tendency to map out my life according to what I think is easiest and most pleasant for me, but this is the life I need to lose. When I walk with the Spirit according to God’s design, I come closer to living the life God intends for me.
Jesus and his disciples set out for the villages of Caesarea Philippi. Along the way he asked his disciples, “Who do people say that I am?” They said in reply, “John the Baptist, others Elijah, still others one of the prophets.” And he asked them, “But who do you say that I am?” Peter said to him in reply, “You are the Christ.” Then he warned them not to tell anyone about him.
He began to teach them that the Son of Man must suffer greatly and be rejected by the elders, the chief priests, and the scribes, and be killed, and rise after three days. He spoke this openly. Then Peter took him aside and began to rebuke him. At this he turned around and, looking at his disciples, rebuked Peter and said, “Get behind me, Satan. You are thinking not as God does, but as human beings do.”
He summoned the crowd with his disciples and said to them, “Whoever wishes to come after me must deny himself, take up his cross, and follow me. For whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake and that of the gospel will save it.”
Reaction: This is the reading for the 24th Sunday in Ordinary Time, which is this upcoming Sunday. Our prayer group is meeting for the first time on Wednesday, and this is the passage will discuss.
During today’s meditation, the phrase that initially struck me was “You are thinking not as God does, but as humans do.” In the context of this gospel, the thought of Jesus suffering and dying was devastating to Peter, who was thinking as a human; however, in God’s plan it was necessary for the salvation of mankind. I know that God’s ways are often a mystery to me, but I too am thinking like a human and not as God does. I don’t know that I can ever think as God thinks, but one thing I can do is accept that God’s ways are best for His people. This means accepting everything that comes my way, and trying to find God’s goodness in all I encounter. This fits very well with the concept of ‘taking up one’s cross’, or accepting the burdens of life and offering them as ways to build up our characters and glorify God. As I reflected on this idea, I came to a new interpretation of the phrase ‘whoever wishes to save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life…will save it.” Today, the message from this phrase was that instead of trying to plan my life to avoid discomfort, worries, and trials, I should simply surrender to God’s plan. I know I have a tendency to map out my life according to what I think is easiest and most pleasant for me, but this is the life I need to lose. When I walk with the Spirit according to God’s design, I come closer to living the life God intends for me.
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
A New Commandment
Scripture: John 13:34-35
“A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another."
Reaction: I have read this passage many times before, but today I had a different interpretation of Christ’s new commandment. In the past, I’ve contemplated on how I could show my love to others by providing for their emotional needs (offering understanding, solace and empathy) as well as their physical needs (providing food, clothing, and monetary assistance). In the last few months I have also been thinking about how I might be a witness for Christ by sharing my faith with others, as many of my scripture reflections are pointing me in this direction. But I never really connected Christ’s commandment to love one another with His commission to bring the Good News to others until today.
During my meditation, I thought about how sharing my newfound joy in Jesus Christ with others is an act of love. After all, for the people I love most deeply (my husband and children), what I desire most is for them to be happy. Since I have found true peace and contentment in my relationship with God, why wouldn’t I want to offer them the same chance for happiness? And it doesn’t have to stop there; extending this wish to other family members, friends, and associates would truly be an act of love.
For the first time in my life, I’m considering evangelism as one of my life goals. I have to admit that it scares me a little. This is so contrary to my nature, having adopted an ‘I’m OK, you’re OK’ philosophy in the 1970s. But more importantly, I identify proselytizing with my mother, a warm, caring and deeply religious woman. Though I loved her greatly, her attempts to bring me back to the fold usually had the opposite effect. I’ve always had a general fear of becoming just like my mother anyway, and I certainly do not wish to be as ineffective as she was in bringing her family closer to God. Yet, I have a feeling that she may have been an excellent role model to those outside of our immediate family, and I wouldn’t be at all surprised if she was successful at bringing at least a few souls to Christ. And I certainly have no doubt that she is in heaven with her Savior right now!
But while I’ve had these reservations about evangelism in the past, these were not the thoughts I had during my scripture meditation. Instead, I felt that the Lord will give me the wisdom, warmth, and words I need to be an effective witness. I will pray daily for His assistance in this endeavor, and I am certain He will answer my request.
“A new commandment I give to you, that you love one another: just as I have loved you, you also are to love one another. By this all people will know that you are my disciples, if you have love for one another."
Reaction: I have read this passage many times before, but today I had a different interpretation of Christ’s new commandment. In the past, I’ve contemplated on how I could show my love to others by providing for their emotional needs (offering understanding, solace and empathy) as well as their physical needs (providing food, clothing, and monetary assistance). In the last few months I have also been thinking about how I might be a witness for Christ by sharing my faith with others, as many of my scripture reflections are pointing me in this direction. But I never really connected Christ’s commandment to love one another with His commission to bring the Good News to others until today.
During my meditation, I thought about how sharing my newfound joy in Jesus Christ with others is an act of love. After all, for the people I love most deeply (my husband and children), what I desire most is for them to be happy. Since I have found true peace and contentment in my relationship with God, why wouldn’t I want to offer them the same chance for happiness? And it doesn’t have to stop there; extending this wish to other family members, friends, and associates would truly be an act of love.
For the first time in my life, I’m considering evangelism as one of my life goals. I have to admit that it scares me a little. This is so contrary to my nature, having adopted an ‘I’m OK, you’re OK’ philosophy in the 1970s. But more importantly, I identify proselytizing with my mother, a warm, caring and deeply religious woman. Though I loved her greatly, her attempts to bring me back to the fold usually had the opposite effect. I’ve always had a general fear of becoming just like my mother anyway, and I certainly do not wish to be as ineffective as she was in bringing her family closer to God. Yet, I have a feeling that she may have been an excellent role model to those outside of our immediate family, and I wouldn’t be at all surprised if she was successful at bringing at least a few souls to Christ. And I certainly have no doubt that she is in heaven with her Savior right now!
But while I’ve had these reservations about evangelism in the past, these were not the thoughts I had during my scripture meditation. Instead, I felt that the Lord will give me the wisdom, warmth, and words I need to be an effective witness. I will pray daily for His assistance in this endeavor, and I am certain He will answer my request.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
May God Open a Door
Scripture: Colossians 4: 2-6
Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving; and pray for us also, that God may open to us a door for the word, to declare the mystery of Christ, on account of which I am in prison, that I may make it clear, as I ought to speak. Conduct yourselves wisely toward outsiders, making the most of the time. Let your speech always be gracious, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how you ought to answer everyone.
Reaction: In today’s meditation I initially focused on the phrase ‘may God open a door for the word’. I am striving to use every opportunity, ever crack of a door, to proclaim God’s goodness to others. At times the thought of witnessing to others has caused me a little anxiety, but today I felt that God will also grant me the tools to make my testimony relaxed, natural, and fitting to my personality.
Yesterday was a good example of God’s hand in this regard. I had lunch with a few friends, and we were sharing our experiences with stress and struggling to be in control. One friend recounted how yoga has helped her relax and find balance in her life. Another told of her success at finally being able to stay afloat in the ocean, even though previous attempts at learning to swim had failed. When she came home from her trip she opened her favorite book, Inner Peace, to a page that talked about surrendering to water’s current, for if you fight the waves you surely will drown. She’s always remembered this episode when she felt herself fighting the tide, and has slowly become more comfortable with ‘going with the flow’. I then spoke of my desire to go in the direction that God is leading me, and the joy that comes from following His guiding hand. Since we are all female dancers, we discussed the whole concept of following our partner’s lead as a metaphor for life and our spiritual journey. I was very pleased that I took advantage of this open door to proclaim how God has made a difference my life.
I remembered this conversation during my prayer session today, and I imagined myself floating in ocean: relaxed, joyful, and letting the waves take me where they will. Jesus was there in the waves, rocking me gently along the water’s surface. What a beautiful way to end my scripture meditation! I am ever thankful that God has blessed me with His presence, with my wonderful friends, and with an increased awareness of where He’s leading me in life.
Continue steadfastly in prayer, being watchful in it with thanksgiving; and pray for us also, that God may open to us a door for the word, to declare the mystery of Christ, on account of which I am in prison, that I may make it clear, as I ought to speak. Conduct yourselves wisely toward outsiders, making the most of the time. Let your speech always be gracious, seasoned with salt, so that you may know how you ought to answer everyone.
Reaction: In today’s meditation I initially focused on the phrase ‘may God open a door for the word’. I am striving to use every opportunity, ever crack of a door, to proclaim God’s goodness to others. At times the thought of witnessing to others has caused me a little anxiety, but today I felt that God will also grant me the tools to make my testimony relaxed, natural, and fitting to my personality.
Yesterday was a good example of God’s hand in this regard. I had lunch with a few friends, and we were sharing our experiences with stress and struggling to be in control. One friend recounted how yoga has helped her relax and find balance in her life. Another told of her success at finally being able to stay afloat in the ocean, even though previous attempts at learning to swim had failed. When she came home from her trip she opened her favorite book, Inner Peace, to a page that talked about surrendering to water’s current, for if you fight the waves you surely will drown. She’s always remembered this episode when she felt herself fighting the tide, and has slowly become more comfortable with ‘going with the flow’. I then spoke of my desire to go in the direction that God is leading me, and the joy that comes from following His guiding hand. Since we are all female dancers, we discussed the whole concept of following our partner’s lead as a metaphor for life and our spiritual journey. I was very pleased that I took advantage of this open door to proclaim how God has made a difference my life.
I remembered this conversation during my prayer session today, and I imagined myself floating in ocean: relaxed, joyful, and letting the waves take me where they will. Jesus was there in the waves, rocking me gently along the water’s surface. What a beautiful way to end my scripture meditation! I am ever thankful that God has blessed me with His presence, with my wonderful friends, and with an increased awareness of where He’s leading me in life.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Rekindle Anew God’s Gift of Love
Scripture: 2 Timothy 1: 6- 7
For this reason I remind you to rekindle anew the gift of God which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For God has not given us a spirit of timidity, but of power and love and self-control.
Reaction: Today’s reading was listed under the topic of Spiritual Gifts. Since I sometimes consider myself a timid person, especially when it comes to witnessing to others, I felt that I was being encouraged to shake off my reticence and speak boldly in the name of the Lord. Again, keeping my eyes, mind and heart open for opportunities to share my faith with others, I know that the Spirit will give me the courage and the power when the time is right. Still, all declarations of faith, all acts of charity, all service to others must be done in love. For it is love that is God’s greatest gift, and the central motivation for all that we do in His name. I must take care that I am indeed acting out of love, and not to make myself more important or ‘holier-than-thou’. Since I know I have issues with humility and selflessness, I think that’s where the self-control comes in. But I know that the Lord will give me the power to overcome my pride and self-absorption as well as my timidity.
For this reason I remind you to rekindle anew the gift of God which is in you through the laying on of my hands. For God has not given us a spirit of timidity, but of power and love and self-control.
Reaction: Today’s reading was listed under the topic of Spiritual Gifts. Since I sometimes consider myself a timid person, especially when it comes to witnessing to others, I felt that I was being encouraged to shake off my reticence and speak boldly in the name of the Lord. Again, keeping my eyes, mind and heart open for opportunities to share my faith with others, I know that the Spirit will give me the courage and the power when the time is right. Still, all declarations of faith, all acts of charity, all service to others must be done in love. For it is love that is God’s greatest gift, and the central motivation for all that we do in His name. I must take care that I am indeed acting out of love, and not to make myself more important or ‘holier-than-thou’. Since I know I have issues with humility and selflessness, I think that’s where the self-control comes in. But I know that the Lord will give me the power to overcome my pride and self-absorption as well as my timidity.
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Prepared by God
Ephesians 2: 8 -10
For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.
Reactions: Today I contemplated on the relationship between faith, salvation, and doing God’s will. Faith is not something I’ve earned; it is a gift from God. I have been saved because I’ve accepted this gift and believe in His son Jesus, who is my model in life.
However, God has also created me so that I may do His will by performing the good works that He has prepared for me. These works will help me grow in my faith, make me more like Christ, and bring me into union with God and His people. But how will I recognize the works that God has ‘prepared for me beforehand’? This has been the crux of my desire to do God’s will since I began praying with the scriptures. One approach has been to "test all things and hold fast what is good". This method has opened up many avenues for me to truly serve others, especially through my volunteer work with the disadvantaged. Today my meditation took me one step further, prompting me to be ever-vigilant for every opportunity to do the work God has prepared for me. I feel that through my prayer experiences I am being purified, perfected, and strengthened, helping me to be even more prepared to serve from the heart.
For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works, which God prepared beforehand so that we would walk in them.
Reactions: Today I contemplated on the relationship between faith, salvation, and doing God’s will. Faith is not something I’ve earned; it is a gift from God. I have been saved because I’ve accepted this gift and believe in His son Jesus, who is my model in life.
However, God has also created me so that I may do His will by performing the good works that He has prepared for me. These works will help me grow in my faith, make me more like Christ, and bring me into union with God and His people. But how will I recognize the works that God has ‘prepared for me beforehand’? This has been the crux of my desire to do God’s will since I began praying with the scriptures. One approach has been to "test all things and hold fast what is good". This method has opened up many avenues for me to truly serve others, especially through my volunteer work with the disadvantaged. Today my meditation took me one step further, prompting me to be ever-vigilant for every opportunity to do the work God has prepared for me. I feel that through my prayer experiences I am being purified, perfected, and strengthened, helping me to be even more prepared to serve from the heart.
Friday, August 14, 2009
Training for Godliness
Scripture: 1 Timothy 4: 7-10
Have nothing to do with irreverent, silly myths. Rather train yourself for godliness; for while bodily training is of some value, godliness is of value in every way, as it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come. The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance. For to this end we toil and strive, because we have our hope set on the living God, who is the Savior of all people, especially of those who believe.
Reaction: The key phrase in today’s meditation was ‘Train yourself for godliness’. It’s true that I’ve been on a self-improvement kick for the last several months, and my exercise and dance programs do require bodily training. But my goals for becoming more Christ-like, more reverent and more prayerful also require training and practice. Generally, training involves setting aside a specific time for practice, which I do when for my scripture meditations. But I also need to make a conscious effort to display Christ-like qualities (love, forgiveness, self-control, humility, obedience, and patience, to name a few) in my every-day life. This is a little tougher, but it’s really just a matter of awareness and repetition. Oh yes, it’s also a matter of asking for and obtaining grace from the Holy Spirit to assist me in my efforts! Indeed, I will continue to toil and strive to become more like Christ in my prayer life and in my dealings with others.
Have nothing to do with irreverent, silly myths. Rather train yourself for godliness; for while bodily training is of some value, godliness is of value in every way, as it holds promise for the present life and also for the life to come. The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance. For to this end we toil and strive, because we have our hope set on the living God, who is the Savior of all people, especially of those who believe.
Reaction: The key phrase in today’s meditation was ‘Train yourself for godliness’. It’s true that I’ve been on a self-improvement kick for the last several months, and my exercise and dance programs do require bodily training. But my goals for becoming more Christ-like, more reverent and more prayerful also require training and practice. Generally, training involves setting aside a specific time for practice, which I do when for my scripture meditations. But I also need to make a conscious effort to display Christ-like qualities (love, forgiveness, self-control, humility, obedience, and patience, to name a few) in my every-day life. This is a little tougher, but it’s really just a matter of awareness and repetition. Oh yes, it’s also a matter of asking for and obtaining grace from the Holy Spirit to assist me in my efforts! Indeed, I will continue to toil and strive to become more like Christ in my prayer life and in my dealings with others.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
How Wide and Long and High and Deep is the Love of Christ
Scripture: Ephesians 3:16-21
I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen.
Reactions: While meditating on today’s passages, I truly felt the love of Christ burning in my heart. I don’t think that I can yet grasp how wide, long, high and deep is His love for me, but I did get an inkling of its vastness. I also felt that His forgiveness, patience and devotion to me are limitless. He is continually pouring out His strength, power, and love, even when I’m not aware of it or ready to receive it. But every once in a while I get a glimmer of this boundless love, and know that I am receiving more than I've asked for or even imagined. And more is yet to come, so that I will continue to be filled with his goodness and glory. Yet I feel I will never attain the complete measure of the fullness of God, at least not on this earth. I believe that is the true glory that awaits me, and all of God's children, in heaven.
I pray that out of His glorious riches He may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—-that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God. Now to Him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to Him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, forever and ever! Amen.
Reactions: While meditating on today’s passages, I truly felt the love of Christ burning in my heart. I don’t think that I can yet grasp how wide, long, high and deep is His love for me, but I did get an inkling of its vastness. I also felt that His forgiveness, patience and devotion to me are limitless. He is continually pouring out His strength, power, and love, even when I’m not aware of it or ready to receive it. But every once in a while I get a glimmer of this boundless love, and know that I am receiving more than I've asked for or even imagined. And more is yet to come, so that I will continue to be filled with his goodness and glory. Yet I feel I will never attain the complete measure of the fullness of God, at least not on this earth. I believe that is the true glory that awaits me, and all of God's children, in heaven.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
From One Degree of Glory to Another
Scripture: 2 Corinthians 3: 17 – 18
Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.
Reaction: I am continuing to reflect on the wonder of being transformed by God. The first word that struck me from today’s reading was freedom. By asking the Holy Spirit to transform me, I feel that a burden has been lifted from me; I can rely on the Spirit of the Lord to bless me with the grace I need to truly change, a grace that comes from Him alone. On the other hand, I have a free will, so I still need to follow through with the thoughts and actions that reflect God’s glory in me. I just need to be more aware of situations in my life when I can act for the edification of others, and not in my own self-interest.
As I reflected yesterday, becoming more humble, more charitable, and more selfless is a process that will take time, and I will never be perfect at it. But I believe that I will slowly be molded into Christ’s image “from one degree to another” through the work of the Holy Spirit. I’m already noting the progress I’ve made towards being more aware of God’s presence in my life, and my ability to see Him in nature, in myself, and in those around me. Now I seek to become more aware of how I can “put on Christ” to become more like Him in my dealings with others.
Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. And we all, with unveiled face, beholding the glory of the Lord, are being transformed into the same image from one degree of glory to another. For this comes from the Lord who is the Spirit.
Reaction: I am continuing to reflect on the wonder of being transformed by God. The first word that struck me from today’s reading was freedom. By asking the Holy Spirit to transform me, I feel that a burden has been lifted from me; I can rely on the Spirit of the Lord to bless me with the grace I need to truly change, a grace that comes from Him alone. On the other hand, I have a free will, so I still need to follow through with the thoughts and actions that reflect God’s glory in me. I just need to be more aware of situations in my life when I can act for the edification of others, and not in my own self-interest.
As I reflected yesterday, becoming more humble, more charitable, and more selfless is a process that will take time, and I will never be perfect at it. But I believe that I will slowly be molded into Christ’s image “from one degree to another” through the work of the Holy Spirit. I’m already noting the progress I’ve made towards being more aware of God’s presence in my life, and my ability to see Him in nature, in myself, and in those around me. Now I seek to become more aware of how I can “put on Christ” to become more like Him in my dealings with others.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Let God Transform You
Romans 12: 1-2
And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all He has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice—the kind He will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
Reactions: Today’s meditation caused me to renew my pledge to dedicate all I do to God. Not only is this a form a prayer, as I’ve noted in the past, but it’s actually a way to worship the Lord. By worship, I mean simply praising and honoring the Lord, expecting nothing in return.
I was also uplifted by the idea that I can be transformed into a new person by changing the way I think. But this cannot come from my efforts alone; I must ask God to change my attitudes, and then be open enough to let Him transform me. I realized that one reason I’ve been successful at maintaining a normal weight after decades of obesity is that I changed the way I think about food. I didn’t do this on my own, but by the grace of God.
There are other areas where I want to improve, areas that affect not my body but my soul. For example, I often vow that I'll talk less about myself and show more consideration towards others, making sure that they feel valued, appreciated and loved. During my prayer time I ask the Holy Spirit for His help in these areas, but when I’m out and about, on the phone, or writing e-mail, I often forget to turn to the Spirit for guidance and help. I fall into my old habits of boasting, not listening to the other person and arranging things that work out the best for me. Now I realize that I will probably continue in these habits until I change my way of thinking: basically, that it’s not all about me! Even my desire to use spiritual gifts for the good of the community is about me to some extent; I’m looking for validation and personal satisfaction as part of the package. Not that I think it’s bad to get satisfaction from serving the Lord; it’s just that this should not be my primary motivation.
At the end of my meditation today, I asked God to change my self-centered way of thinking so that I can become more like Christ, the way He wants me to be. Perhaps this will be a lengthy process, but one I take up willingly, and I know my request will be granted. And as I get closer to attaining these Christ-like qualities, I will truly be able to use them to do whatever is in God’s plan for me, a plan that is good and pleasing and perfect.
And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all He has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice—the kind He will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
Reactions: Today’s meditation caused me to renew my pledge to dedicate all I do to God. Not only is this a form a prayer, as I’ve noted in the past, but it’s actually a way to worship the Lord. By worship, I mean simply praising and honoring the Lord, expecting nothing in return.
I was also uplifted by the idea that I can be transformed into a new person by changing the way I think. But this cannot come from my efforts alone; I must ask God to change my attitudes, and then be open enough to let Him transform me. I realized that one reason I’ve been successful at maintaining a normal weight after decades of obesity is that I changed the way I think about food. I didn’t do this on my own, but by the grace of God.
There are other areas where I want to improve, areas that affect not my body but my soul. For example, I often vow that I'll talk less about myself and show more consideration towards others, making sure that they feel valued, appreciated and loved. During my prayer time I ask the Holy Spirit for His help in these areas, but when I’m out and about, on the phone, or writing e-mail, I often forget to turn to the Spirit for guidance and help. I fall into my old habits of boasting, not listening to the other person and arranging things that work out the best for me. Now I realize that I will probably continue in these habits until I change my way of thinking: basically, that it’s not all about me! Even my desire to use spiritual gifts for the good of the community is about me to some extent; I’m looking for validation and personal satisfaction as part of the package. Not that I think it’s bad to get satisfaction from serving the Lord; it’s just that this should not be my primary motivation.
At the end of my meditation today, I asked God to change my self-centered way of thinking so that I can become more like Christ, the way He wants me to be. Perhaps this will be a lengthy process, but one I take up willingly, and I know my request will be granted. And as I get closer to attaining these Christ-like qualities, I will truly be able to use them to do whatever is in God’s plan for me, a plan that is good and pleasing and perfect.
Friday, August 7, 2009
The Peace of God Will Guard Your Hearts
Scripture: Philippians 4:6-9
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your request be made know to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Finally brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy – meditate on these things. The things which you learned and received and heard and saw in me, these do, and the God of peace will be with you.
Reactions: Today I was a little anxious because I thought I flubbed a response to a potential employer. I want to do everything right – perfectly, in fact – to ensure that I can take advantage of this opportunity. After meditating on today’s reading, I felt my anxiety slowly subside. I felt that the Lord was very near to me, telling me that all would be well. I know that if the Lord wants me to do this job (as I believe is the case), then it will come to pass. I have made my requests known to Him, and I am confident that He will give me everything I need (though not necessarily everything I want).
I also realized that I often dwell on insignificant details or perceived mistakes that are really of little consequence. Yet, I could be focusing on the things of greater import: things that are noble, just, pure, lovely, good, virtuous and praiseworthy. Like all human beings, I have my faults, but I also have my virtues. I continue to pray for the graces I need to accept my faults and work through them, as well as to become more and more the kind of person God wants me to be. This prayer too will be answered, so that my heart and mind will be at peace.
Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your request be made know to God; and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.
Finally brethren, whatever things are true, whatever things are noble, whatever things are just, whatever things are pure, whatever things are lovely, whatever things are of good report, if there is any virtue and if there is anything praiseworthy – meditate on these things. The things which you learned and received and heard and saw in me, these do, and the God of peace will be with you.
Reactions: Today I was a little anxious because I thought I flubbed a response to a potential employer. I want to do everything right – perfectly, in fact – to ensure that I can take advantage of this opportunity. After meditating on today’s reading, I felt my anxiety slowly subside. I felt that the Lord was very near to me, telling me that all would be well. I know that if the Lord wants me to do this job (as I believe is the case), then it will come to pass. I have made my requests known to Him, and I am confident that He will give me everything I need (though not necessarily everything I want).
I also realized that I often dwell on insignificant details or perceived mistakes that are really of little consequence. Yet, I could be focusing on the things of greater import: things that are noble, just, pure, lovely, good, virtuous and praiseworthy. Like all human beings, I have my faults, but I also have my virtues. I continue to pray for the graces I need to accept my faults and work through them, as well as to become more and more the kind of person God wants me to be. This prayer too will be answered, so that my heart and mind will be at peace.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Rejoice in the Lord
Scripture: Isaiah 61: 10 -11
I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for He has clothed me with the garments of salvation. He has covered me with robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorns herself with jewels. For as the earth brings forth its bud, as the garden causes the things that are sown in it to spring forth, so the Lord God will cause righteousness and praise to spring forth before all the nations.
Reaction: Today I was in a glorious mood for so many reasons: the beautiful weather, completion of a rewarding task, and anticipation of pending job opportunity. Being joyful in my God and rejoicing with Him just came naturally! As I reflected on this passage, I became very thankful for all the Lord has given me, especially His salvation. I hope that I am robed with righteousness as I continue to work for the good of others and for the glory of God. Since the job opportunity involves helping others, I trust that the seeds compassion, love and service that I have planted and nurtured for the last several months will spring forth and bear fruit.
I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for He has clothed me with the garments of salvation. He has covered me with robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decks himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorns herself with jewels. For as the earth brings forth its bud, as the garden causes the things that are sown in it to spring forth, so the Lord God will cause righteousness and praise to spring forth before all the nations.
Reaction: Today I was in a glorious mood for so many reasons: the beautiful weather, completion of a rewarding task, and anticipation of pending job opportunity. Being joyful in my God and rejoicing with Him just came naturally! As I reflected on this passage, I became very thankful for all the Lord has given me, especially His salvation. I hope that I am robed with righteousness as I continue to work for the good of others and for the glory of God. Since the job opportunity involves helping others, I trust that the seeds compassion, love and service that I have planted and nurtured for the last several months will spring forth and bear fruit.
Monday, August 3, 2009
Ask in Faith
Scripture: James 1: 2-8
My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double minded man, unstable in all his ways.
Reaction: This passage was listed under the topic of wisdom, which I feel I am indeed lacking at times. At the end of my meditation I asked God for wisdom in dealing with a certain matter, and He did give it to me liberally. The phone call I was concerned about making actually went very well, and I attribute this to God’s generous gift of wisdom.
The instruction to ‘ask without doubt’ was also very meaningful to me, because on occasion (though less and less frequently), I am disturbed by dark thoughts of disbelief. Yes, I can certainly identify with the feeling of being tossed by the wind on a turbulent ocean when I feel my faith waver. But today I was at peace on a calm and glassy sea, knowing that my prayer would be granted before I even asked. Though my faith has been tested in the past, and I believe that my trials and setbacks have made me more patient, trusting, and faithful towards the Lord. So I am very thankful for the two gifts I have received today: increased faith, and the ability to handle adversity with confidence and wisdom.
My brethren, count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces patience. But let patience have its perfect work, that you may be perfect and complete, lacking nothing. If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double minded man, unstable in all his ways.
Reaction: This passage was listed under the topic of wisdom, which I feel I am indeed lacking at times. At the end of my meditation I asked God for wisdom in dealing with a certain matter, and He did give it to me liberally. The phone call I was concerned about making actually went very well, and I attribute this to God’s generous gift of wisdom.
The instruction to ‘ask without doubt’ was also very meaningful to me, because on occasion (though less and less frequently), I am disturbed by dark thoughts of disbelief. Yes, I can certainly identify with the feeling of being tossed by the wind on a turbulent ocean when I feel my faith waver. But today I was at peace on a calm and glassy sea, knowing that my prayer would be granted before I even asked. Though my faith has been tested in the past, and I believe that my trials and setbacks have made me more patient, trusting, and faithful towards the Lord. So I am very thankful for the two gifts I have received today: increased faith, and the ability to handle adversity with confidence and wisdom.
Friday, July 31, 2009
The Holy Spirit will teach you
Scripture: Luke 12: 8 – 12
And I tell you, everyone who acknowledges me before men, the Son of man also will acknowledge before the angels of God; but he ho denies me before men will be denied before the angels of God. And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of man will be forgiven; but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven. And when they bring you before the synagogues and the rules and the authorities, do not be anxious how for what you are to answer or what you are to say; for the Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say.
Reaction: Recently one of the women who will participate in our prayer group suggested that even before we officially begin in the fall, we each can start praying individually that the Holy Spirit will be the guiding factor in our group and that we will move where the Spirit leads us. So today as I was leafing through my Bible I caught the words Holy Spirit in the above passage, and decided to use it for my meditation.
My reflections were twofold. First, I know I must continue to have faith in the presence of God in my life. I don’t think that I would ever deny or blaspheme the Lord, but I know that at times my faith does waver, and I must not give into these doubts and lapses. Second, I need not worry what I will say in our group or how it will be organized. I can pray now for guidance and inspiration, but I need not plan out how we will structure the group. Our basic idea was for each participant to read the upcoming Sunday’s gospel reading and then share our reflections with the rest of the group. Many other ideas were proposed, but perhaps starting with a simple reflection is all we need to do for now. When the time comes, I believe the Spirit will show us what to say and how to proceed.
And I tell you, everyone who acknowledges me before men, the Son of man also will acknowledge before the angels of God; but he ho denies me before men will be denied before the angels of God. And everyone who speaks a word against the Son of man will be forgiven; but he who blasphemes against the Holy Spirit will not be forgiven. And when they bring you before the synagogues and the rules and the authorities, do not be anxious how for what you are to answer or what you are to say; for the Holy Spirit will teach you in that very hour what you ought to say.
Reaction: Recently one of the women who will participate in our prayer group suggested that even before we officially begin in the fall, we each can start praying individually that the Holy Spirit will be the guiding factor in our group and that we will move where the Spirit leads us. So today as I was leafing through my Bible I caught the words Holy Spirit in the above passage, and decided to use it for my meditation.
My reflections were twofold. First, I know I must continue to have faith in the presence of God in my life. I don’t think that I would ever deny or blaspheme the Lord, but I know that at times my faith does waver, and I must not give into these doubts and lapses. Second, I need not worry what I will say in our group or how it will be organized. I can pray now for guidance and inspiration, but I need not plan out how we will structure the group. Our basic idea was for each participant to read the upcoming Sunday’s gospel reading and then share our reflections with the rest of the group. Many other ideas were proposed, but perhaps starting with a simple reflection is all we need to do for now. When the time comes, I believe the Spirit will show us what to say and how to proceed.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Trust in the Lord
Scriptures: Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight.
Reaction: I enjoyed reading Proverbs yesterday, so today I looked through some other chapters of the book, and came across the above passage. Even though it’s only two verses, it really spoke to me. I have thought quite a bit lately about putting more trust in God and turning over all things to Him. Therefore, the directive to Trust Him with all my heart was very meaningful. At first I was surprised at the admonition not to trust my own understanding, but two things occurred to me: first, that my understanding of all things comes from the Lord, so as I continue to pray for his wisdom and guidance, it will really be the understanding the He grants me that I can use; and second, that I should LEAN on God (depend on Him, go to Him for support, get strength from Him), instead of thinking that I can do it all on my own.
The next verse was also very powerful, and built on yesterday’s reflection: not only will the Lord direct me, but he will show me a straight path to lead me to where I He wants me to go. Yesterday I noted that I can plan my way, but He might send me on a detour, so it’s interesting that today I’m learning that the way to following Him might be more straightforward than I imagined.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, And He will make your paths straight.
Reaction: I enjoyed reading Proverbs yesterday, so today I looked through some other chapters of the book, and came across the above passage. Even though it’s only two verses, it really spoke to me. I have thought quite a bit lately about putting more trust in God and turning over all things to Him. Therefore, the directive to Trust Him with all my heart was very meaningful. At first I was surprised at the admonition not to trust my own understanding, but two things occurred to me: first, that my understanding of all things comes from the Lord, so as I continue to pray for his wisdom and guidance, it will really be the understanding the He grants me that I can use; and second, that I should LEAN on God (depend on Him, go to Him for support, get strength from Him), instead of thinking that I can do it all on my own.
The next verse was also very powerful, and built on yesterday’s reflection: not only will the Lord direct me, but he will show me a straight path to lead me to where I He wants me to go. Yesterday I noted that I can plan my way, but He might send me on a detour, so it’s interesting that today I’m learning that the way to following Him might be more straightforward than I imagined.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Planning One's Way
Scriptures:
Proverbs 16: 1 – The plans of the mind belong to man, but the answer of the tongue is from the Lord.
Proverbs 16: 9 – A man’s mind plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.
Proverbs 16:33 – The lot is cast into the lap, but the decision is wholly from the Lord.
Reactions: I read all of Proverbs Chapter 16 today, but the three verses above resonated with me the most. They are all saying the same thing in slightly different ways, which I really liked. And since I do like to plan things out in my mind, I got a very applicable message from these verses: Go ahead and plan if you want, but remember that God is the master planner, the director of all.
I especially liked verse 9, because it reinforces God’s presence as a guiding force in my life. I do have a general plan for me life, but I also need to be aware of when God is directing me to take a little detour, or perhaps a different path altogether. During my meditation I became a little distracted with my plans for a fitness class I’m going to teach, and I was a little disappointed in my distraction. But then I had the notion that the Lord had a role in these thoughts, and was helping to direct me to a solution. So I thanked Him for His guidance, and continued repeating verse 9.
This prayer session also raised a question that I’ve pondered many times in the past. Just how much does the Lord intervene in our daily lives? Verse 33 implies that His involvement is quite active, so that result of a dice roll is decided by Him. I know that we have a free will, and I believe that most circumstances in life are influenced by an all-powerful God. Yet I do believe in the power of prayer, and I am certain that God is with me when I ask for his strength and grace. Though I really don’t have a feel for “how much” the Lord intervenes, I think the question is irrelevant. I know that He does on occasion whisper to me the ways of wisdom and truth, and often guides me along paths that are safe and sure. I just need to be attuned to His guidance, and know that if He does have an ultimate goal for me, that I will be compliant enough to follow His plan, and not my own.
Proverbs 16: 1 – The plans of the mind belong to man, but the answer of the tongue is from the Lord.
Proverbs 16: 9 – A man’s mind plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps.
Proverbs 16:33 – The lot is cast into the lap, but the decision is wholly from the Lord.
Reactions: I read all of Proverbs Chapter 16 today, but the three verses above resonated with me the most. They are all saying the same thing in slightly different ways, which I really liked. And since I do like to plan things out in my mind, I got a very applicable message from these verses: Go ahead and plan if you want, but remember that God is the master planner, the director of all.
I especially liked verse 9, because it reinforces God’s presence as a guiding force in my life. I do have a general plan for me life, but I also need to be aware of when God is directing me to take a little detour, or perhaps a different path altogether. During my meditation I became a little distracted with my plans for a fitness class I’m going to teach, and I was a little disappointed in my distraction. But then I had the notion that the Lord had a role in these thoughts, and was helping to direct me to a solution. So I thanked Him for His guidance, and continued repeating verse 9.
This prayer session also raised a question that I’ve pondered many times in the past. Just how much does the Lord intervene in our daily lives? Verse 33 implies that His involvement is quite active, so that result of a dice roll is decided by Him. I know that we have a free will, and I believe that most circumstances in life are influenced by an all-powerful God. Yet I do believe in the power of prayer, and I am certain that God is with me when I ask for his strength and grace. Though I really don’t have a feel for “how much” the Lord intervenes, I think the question is irrelevant. I know that He does on occasion whisper to me the ways of wisdom and truth, and often guides me along paths that are safe and sure. I just need to be attuned to His guidance, and know that if He does have an ultimate goal for me, that I will be compliant enough to follow His plan, and not my own.
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Love for the Father
Scripture: 1 John 2: 15-17
Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not of him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the pride of life, is not of the Father but of the world. And the world passes away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever.
Reactions: The first part of my meditation dealt with a common theme, rejecting the lure of the worldly. In addition to wanting and loving the temporal, I also take great pride in them, both material possessions such as my home and wardrobe as well as my own my abilities, works and accomplishments. If I take pride in what I am, what I do, or what I own, I am not giving glory to the Father. I am crediting myself instead of crediting the creator of all.
I have been praying for many months to know the will of the Father, and in the second part of my reflection I got a clearer sense of what it is God wants of me. In the past I have felt that what I AM is more important than what I DO; today I felt that it’s also crucial to understand WHY I do what I do and am what I am. Basically, my motivation should be one of pleasing God, not myself. Previous meditations, readings, and conversations reinforce the idea that everything one does can be a form of prayer if it is done for the glory of God. I don’t think I internalized those words until today. I have been offering up what I do to God, but I am still trying to get something out of my actions for myself (pride, sense of accomplishment, sense of righteousness, joy, personal gratification). Instead, I should be doing these things simply because they are pleasing to God, because my efforts will make Him happy and will reflect my love for Him. Thus, even if I don’t always get satisfaction, praise or recognition from my volunteer efforts, hobbies and employment, I will be living out God’s will by seeking to do what is pleasing to Him.
It’s like when I do little things for my husband or children that I wouldn’t necessarily enjoy except for the fact that they appreciate them so much. It makes me happy to make them happy. That’s how I need to start thinking about doing things to make the Lord happy.
Of course, my family can express to me what they like and what they don’t like. How do I know if it makes God happy to see me dance well or cook a nice meal for a friend? I believe that just saying “I hope this brings you great pleasure, Lord” is a good start. I can also think of some actions that would not be pleasing to the Lord, such as when I dress too provocatively or overstate certain aspects of my life (telling little white lies). It should not be too hard for me to tell the difference between what is pleasing to God and what is not. My motivation is the key, though in a sense that can be a bit tricky. For example, I believe it pleases God when I use the talents He gave me for the good of others, but being too boastful or self-important detracts from His pleasure. If I pursue various avenues with the purpose of showing my love for God, pleasing Him, and glorifying Him, then I believe I am doing His will. Any recognition or satisfaction I get for myself is secondary.
Do not love the world or the things in the world. If anyone loves the world, love for the Father is not of him. For all that is in the world, the lust of the flesh and the lust of the eyes and the pride of life, is not of the Father but of the world. And the world passes away, and the lust of it; but he who does the will of God abides forever.
Reactions: The first part of my meditation dealt with a common theme, rejecting the lure of the worldly. In addition to wanting and loving the temporal, I also take great pride in them, both material possessions such as my home and wardrobe as well as my own my abilities, works and accomplishments. If I take pride in what I am, what I do, or what I own, I am not giving glory to the Father. I am crediting myself instead of crediting the creator of all.
I have been praying for many months to know the will of the Father, and in the second part of my reflection I got a clearer sense of what it is God wants of me. In the past I have felt that what I AM is more important than what I DO; today I felt that it’s also crucial to understand WHY I do what I do and am what I am. Basically, my motivation should be one of pleasing God, not myself. Previous meditations, readings, and conversations reinforce the idea that everything one does can be a form of prayer if it is done for the glory of God. I don’t think I internalized those words until today. I have been offering up what I do to God, but I am still trying to get something out of my actions for myself (pride, sense of accomplishment, sense of righteousness, joy, personal gratification). Instead, I should be doing these things simply because they are pleasing to God, because my efforts will make Him happy and will reflect my love for Him. Thus, even if I don’t always get satisfaction, praise or recognition from my volunteer efforts, hobbies and employment, I will be living out God’s will by seeking to do what is pleasing to Him.
It’s like when I do little things for my husband or children that I wouldn’t necessarily enjoy except for the fact that they appreciate them so much. It makes me happy to make them happy. That’s how I need to start thinking about doing things to make the Lord happy.
Of course, my family can express to me what they like and what they don’t like. How do I know if it makes God happy to see me dance well or cook a nice meal for a friend? I believe that just saying “I hope this brings you great pleasure, Lord” is a good start. I can also think of some actions that would not be pleasing to the Lord, such as when I dress too provocatively or overstate certain aspects of my life (telling little white lies). It should not be too hard for me to tell the difference between what is pleasing to God and what is not. My motivation is the key, though in a sense that can be a bit tricky. For example, I believe it pleases God when I use the talents He gave me for the good of others, but being too boastful or self-important detracts from His pleasure. If I pursue various avenues with the purpose of showing my love for God, pleasing Him, and glorifying Him, then I believe I am doing His will. Any recognition or satisfaction I get for myself is secondary.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Live for the Praise of His Glory
Scripture: Ephesians 1:9-11
For He has made known to us in all wisdom and insight the mystery of His will, according to His purpose which He set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in Him, things in heaven and things on earth. In Him, according to the purpose of Him who accomplishes all things, according to the counsel of His will, we who first hoped in Christ have been destined and appointed to live for the praise of His glory.
Reaction: Today’s passage was listed under the topic of Purpose, and I thought that perhaps it would bring me closer to understanding my mission in life. What I gleaned from my reflection was that the purpose of everyone’s life here on earth is to live for the glory of God. This echoes an impression I had several months ago, that God does not care so much what I do, but what I am. As I reflected earlier, I don’t need to DO so much as to BE. And what do I need to be? Faithful, thankful, and praise-filled were three words that came to mind. By believing in God and in Jesus as His son, by being aware of all that God has created and by offering my appreciation and adoration, I will truly be living to praise God for all of His glory.
When I read the first few verses of this passage, I was thinking that God really has not made known to me the mystery of His will, or if He has, I haven’t been paying attention! But upon further contemplation, I see that His will is not that mysterious; He simply seeks to have all people be united in Him, to know Him and love Him, and to love each other. And it will all come about according to His will, His purpose, as the being who accomplishes all things. This is the Lord’s purpose; I believe that my part (and everyone’s part) in His plan is to become closer to Him through prayer and praise, and to draw others to Him by word and by deed.
For He has made known to us in all wisdom and insight the mystery of His will, according to His purpose which He set forth in Christ as a plan for the fullness of time, to unite all things in Him, things in heaven and things on earth. In Him, according to the purpose of Him who accomplishes all things, according to the counsel of His will, we who first hoped in Christ have been destined and appointed to live for the praise of His glory.
Reaction: Today’s passage was listed under the topic of Purpose, and I thought that perhaps it would bring me closer to understanding my mission in life. What I gleaned from my reflection was that the purpose of everyone’s life here on earth is to live for the glory of God. This echoes an impression I had several months ago, that God does not care so much what I do, but what I am. As I reflected earlier, I don’t need to DO so much as to BE. And what do I need to be? Faithful, thankful, and praise-filled were three words that came to mind. By believing in God and in Jesus as His son, by being aware of all that God has created and by offering my appreciation and adoration, I will truly be living to praise God for all of His glory.
When I read the first few verses of this passage, I was thinking that God really has not made known to me the mystery of His will, or if He has, I haven’t been paying attention! But upon further contemplation, I see that His will is not that mysterious; He simply seeks to have all people be united in Him, to know Him and love Him, and to love each other. And it will all come about according to His will, His purpose, as the being who accomplishes all things. This is the Lord’s purpose; I believe that my part (and everyone’s part) in His plan is to become closer to Him through prayer and praise, and to draw others to Him by word and by deed.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
You Enlarge My Heart
Scripture: Psalm 119:23-32
My soul clings to the dust; revive me according to Your word. I have declared my ways, and You answered me; teach me Your statutes. Make me understand the way of Your precepts; so shall I meditate on Your wonderful works. My soul melts from heaviness; strengthen me according to Your word. Remove from me the way of lying, and grant me Your law graciously. I have chosen the way of truth; your judgments I have laid before me. I cling to your testimonies; O Lord, do not put me to shame! I will run the course of Your commandments, for You enlarge my heart.
Reaction: In today’s meditation I focused on the phrase “You enlarge my heart”. I imagined that my heart was opening wide so I could receive all sorts of wonderful gifts from the Lord: energy (revive me), enlightenment (you answered me), instruction (teach me), wisdom (make me understand), power (strengthen me), forgiveness (remove from me), and oneness with Him (I cling). I was also profoundly aware of the gifts I’ve already received from Him: peace, joy, and a burning desire to be closer to Him. Of the many searching questions I’ve had, I know that some have been answered, and other revelations are yet to come. Of all the graces I’ve needed to carry out my goals, I know that the Spirit has already blessed me in many ways, and will continue to grant me the strength to do whatever He wills of me. Of all the flaws I’ve sought to overcome, I know that I have been fortified to turn away from many transgressions, and will continue to be molded to become the person God designed me to be. All will be granted if continue to keep my heart open to the Lord.
My soul clings to the dust; revive me according to Your word. I have declared my ways, and You answered me; teach me Your statutes. Make me understand the way of Your precepts; so shall I meditate on Your wonderful works. My soul melts from heaviness; strengthen me according to Your word. Remove from me the way of lying, and grant me Your law graciously. I have chosen the way of truth; your judgments I have laid before me. I cling to your testimonies; O Lord, do not put me to shame! I will run the course of Your commandments, for You enlarge my heart.
Reaction: In today’s meditation I focused on the phrase “You enlarge my heart”. I imagined that my heart was opening wide so I could receive all sorts of wonderful gifts from the Lord: energy (revive me), enlightenment (you answered me), instruction (teach me), wisdom (make me understand), power (strengthen me), forgiveness (remove from me), and oneness with Him (I cling). I was also profoundly aware of the gifts I’ve already received from Him: peace, joy, and a burning desire to be closer to Him. Of the many searching questions I’ve had, I know that some have been answered, and other revelations are yet to come. Of all the graces I’ve needed to carry out my goals, I know that the Spirit has already blessed me in many ways, and will continue to grant me the strength to do whatever He wills of me. Of all the flaws I’ve sought to overcome, I know that I have been fortified to turn away from many transgressions, and will continue to be molded to become the person God designed me to be. All will be granted if continue to keep my heart open to the Lord.
Monday, July 13, 2009
Recurring Themes
Scriptures:
Matthew 19: 20-22: The young man said to Him, ‘All these I have observed; what do I still lack?’ Jesus said to him, “if you would be perfect, go, sell what you possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.’ When the young man heard this he want away sorrowful, for he had great possessions.
Matthew 20:25-33: But Jesus called them to him and said, "You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great ones exercise authority over them. It shall not be so among you. But whoever would be great among you must be your servant, and whoever would be first among you must be your slave, even as the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."
And as they went out of Jericho, a great crowd followed him. And behold, there were two blind men sitting by the roadside, and when they heard that Jesus was passing by, they cried out, "Lord, have mercy on us, Son of David!" The crow rebuked them, telling them to be silent, but they cried out all the more, "Lord, have mercy on us, Son of David!" And stopping, Jesus called them and said, "What do you want me to do for you?" They said to him, "Lord, let our eyes be opened." And Jesus in pity touched their eyes, and immediately they recovered their sight and followed him.
Matthew 21: 22: If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.
Reactions: Today I read several chapters of Matthew’s Gospel as I pondered various issues in my personal life. My readings evoked several themes I've encountered in past scripture meditations. I reflected on them today to see how I might apply them to my everyday life and the decisions I’m facing.
The first theme was that of rejecting material wealth. While I don’t think I’m being called to sell all of my possessions and give the proceeds to the poor, I do believe that monetary concerns should not play a major role in my decision-making process.
The next themes were those of humility and service. These go hand in hand, because as I evaluate where I will devote my time and energy, I often ask myself these questions: Am I doing this for my own benefit (pride, bragging rights, righteous feelings), or for the benefit of others? Who is being served by my activities? Am I effective in being a compassionate, constructive, and positive force through my volunteer and work activities, or am I just going through the motions to build up a list of accomplishments?
The last recurring theme from the scriptures was that of asking, or seeking. I feel that I’m in the same situation as the blind men: I’m crying out to Jesus for sight into my own soul. Throughout my retirement I’ve often thought that what I need to do is find my ‘passion’, and though I’ve found some activities I certainly enjoy, I don’t know that I’m passionate about any of them. In thinking about this, I also realize that seeking to find a passion that brings me utter joy and fulfillment could be considered contrary to doing things out of humility and service. So is it right to ask Jesus to grant me this sight? And if so, how do the themes of poverty, humility, service and personal fulfillment fit together?
As I meditated upon these themes, I gained a little bit of insight, and I came to a couple of decisions. I realized that I really don’t enjoy teaching relationship classes (even though I thought I would), and I don’t think I’m very effective in my attempts. That leaves my only motivation a financial one, so I have decided to drop this pursuit. On the other hand, I do enjoy subbing at the schools, and I think that sometimes I do bring something positive to the job. So even though my primary goal is to earn a little extra income, I see other benefits and will probably continue subbing in the fall.
Regarding my volunteer work, I feel that at times I am somewhat successful in assisting the disadvantaged. I have to admit that at times I don’t enjoy my tasks, and that happens mostly when I haven’t done a particularly good job in dealing with the issue at hand. But that’s where humility comes in. I don’t have to be the best counselor or advocate, just someone who tries her best, seeks to improve her knowledge and skills, and occasionally does something worthwhile to help ease another’s burdens. As my skills improve, and as I get better at hearing how the Holy Spirit is guiding me, I think I will become a more valuable resource for the poor. Whether or not I eventually become passionate about these activities, I know that I do get great satisfaction when I’ve truly provided information or aid that makes a difference in someone’s life, so that’s the best of both worlds.
And what of finding a passion that might not relate to charitable work? In contemplating the request of the two blind men, I believe that there’s nothing wrong or selfish in asking for this revelation. I am continuing to explore different opportunities, and I appreciate the fact that I have the time to search for my passion. It might be teaching a fitness class, becoming a better ballroom dancer, participating in a new prayer group, or something else entirely. But I have faith that if I continue to ask the Lord to help me find it, I will receive an answer.
Matthew 19: 20-22: The young man said to Him, ‘All these I have observed; what do I still lack?’ Jesus said to him, “if you would be perfect, go, sell what you possess and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow Me.’ When the young man heard this he want away sorrowful, for he had great possessions.
Matthew 20:25-33: But Jesus called them to him and said, "You know that the rulers of the Gentiles lord it over them, and their great ones exercise authority over them. It shall not be so among you. But whoever would be great among you must be your servant, and whoever would be first among you must be your slave, even as the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many."
And as they went out of Jericho, a great crowd followed him. And behold, there were two blind men sitting by the roadside, and when they heard that Jesus was passing by, they cried out, "Lord, have mercy on us, Son of David!" The crow rebuked them, telling them to be silent, but they cried out all the more, "Lord, have mercy on us, Son of David!" And stopping, Jesus called them and said, "What do you want me to do for you?" They said to him, "Lord, let our eyes be opened." And Jesus in pity touched their eyes, and immediately they recovered their sight and followed him.
Matthew 21: 22: If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer.
Reactions: Today I read several chapters of Matthew’s Gospel as I pondered various issues in my personal life. My readings evoked several themes I've encountered in past scripture meditations. I reflected on them today to see how I might apply them to my everyday life and the decisions I’m facing.
The first theme was that of rejecting material wealth. While I don’t think I’m being called to sell all of my possessions and give the proceeds to the poor, I do believe that monetary concerns should not play a major role in my decision-making process.
The next themes were those of humility and service. These go hand in hand, because as I evaluate where I will devote my time and energy, I often ask myself these questions: Am I doing this for my own benefit (pride, bragging rights, righteous feelings), or for the benefit of others? Who is being served by my activities? Am I effective in being a compassionate, constructive, and positive force through my volunteer and work activities, or am I just going through the motions to build up a list of accomplishments?
The last recurring theme from the scriptures was that of asking, or seeking. I feel that I’m in the same situation as the blind men: I’m crying out to Jesus for sight into my own soul. Throughout my retirement I’ve often thought that what I need to do is find my ‘passion’, and though I’ve found some activities I certainly enjoy, I don’t know that I’m passionate about any of them. In thinking about this, I also realize that seeking to find a passion that brings me utter joy and fulfillment could be considered contrary to doing things out of humility and service. So is it right to ask Jesus to grant me this sight? And if so, how do the themes of poverty, humility, service and personal fulfillment fit together?
As I meditated upon these themes, I gained a little bit of insight, and I came to a couple of decisions. I realized that I really don’t enjoy teaching relationship classes (even though I thought I would), and I don’t think I’m very effective in my attempts. That leaves my only motivation a financial one, so I have decided to drop this pursuit. On the other hand, I do enjoy subbing at the schools, and I think that sometimes I do bring something positive to the job. So even though my primary goal is to earn a little extra income, I see other benefits and will probably continue subbing in the fall.
Regarding my volunteer work, I feel that at times I am somewhat successful in assisting the disadvantaged. I have to admit that at times I don’t enjoy my tasks, and that happens mostly when I haven’t done a particularly good job in dealing with the issue at hand. But that’s where humility comes in. I don’t have to be the best counselor or advocate, just someone who tries her best, seeks to improve her knowledge and skills, and occasionally does something worthwhile to help ease another’s burdens. As my skills improve, and as I get better at hearing how the Holy Spirit is guiding me, I think I will become a more valuable resource for the poor. Whether or not I eventually become passionate about these activities, I know that I do get great satisfaction when I’ve truly provided information or aid that makes a difference in someone’s life, so that’s the best of both worlds.
And what of finding a passion that might not relate to charitable work? In contemplating the request of the two blind men, I believe that there’s nothing wrong or selfish in asking for this revelation. I am continuing to explore different opportunities, and I appreciate the fact that I have the time to search for my passion. It might be teaching a fitness class, becoming a better ballroom dancer, participating in a new prayer group, or something else entirely. But I have faith that if I continue to ask the Lord to help me find it, I will receive an answer.
Monday, July 6, 2009
Cast Out Your Nets
Scripture: Luke 5: 1-12
“One day as Jesus was standing by the Lake of Gennesaret, with the people crowding around him and listening to the word of God, He saw at the water's edge two boats, left there by the fishermen, who were washing their nets. He got into one of the boats, the one belonging to Simon, and asked him to put out a little from shore. Then he sat down and taught the people from the boat. When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, "Put out into deep water, and cast out the nets for a catch." Simon answered, "Master, we've worked hard all night and haven't caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets." When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break. So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them, and they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink. When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesus' knees and said, "Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!" For he and all his companions were astonished at the catch of fish they had taken, and so were James and John, the sons of Zebedee, Simon's partners. Then Jesus said to Simon, "Don't be afraid; from now on you will catch men." So they pulled their boats up on shore, left everything and followed him.”
Reaction: In today’s meditation, I had several different impressions and images. First was the idea of Jesus coming into my boat (my home, really) – the place where I spend my day-to-day existence following a somewhat mundane routine. Then He told me to cast out my net, which is not a typical activity for me. By this, He meant that I should open up myself to others, simply throwing out my experiences with prayer and spirituality for those who might be seeking a closer relationship with God. Those who are interested will swim into the net, and perhaps they too will be scooped up into our boat. I got the impression that I need not do anything extraordinary as I follow Christ’s lead, that just be willing to cast my net of fellowship a little wider would suffice. The phrase “Don’t be afraid”, present in so many other scriptures I’ve contemplated, brought me great comfort, reminding me that the Lord is always by my side. I again felt that I only need to take small steps as I witness to others, and that through it all, the Holy Spirit will be there to guide me into deeper waters and to keep me from sinking.
“One day as Jesus was standing by the Lake of Gennesaret, with the people crowding around him and listening to the word of God, He saw at the water's edge two boats, left there by the fishermen, who were washing their nets. He got into one of the boats, the one belonging to Simon, and asked him to put out a little from shore. Then he sat down and taught the people from the boat. When he had finished speaking, he said to Simon, "Put out into deep water, and cast out the nets for a catch." Simon answered, "Master, we've worked hard all night and haven't caught anything. But because you say so, I will let down the nets." When they had done so, they caught such a large number of fish that their nets began to break. So they signaled their partners in the other boat to come and help them, and they came and filled both boats so full that they began to sink. When Simon Peter saw this, he fell at Jesus' knees and said, "Go away from me, Lord; I am a sinful man!" For he and all his companions were astonished at the catch of fish they had taken, and so were James and John, the sons of Zebedee, Simon's partners. Then Jesus said to Simon, "Don't be afraid; from now on you will catch men." So they pulled their boats up on shore, left everything and followed him.”
Reaction: In today’s meditation, I had several different impressions and images. First was the idea of Jesus coming into my boat (my home, really) – the place where I spend my day-to-day existence following a somewhat mundane routine. Then He told me to cast out my net, which is not a typical activity for me. By this, He meant that I should open up myself to others, simply throwing out my experiences with prayer and spirituality for those who might be seeking a closer relationship with God. Those who are interested will swim into the net, and perhaps they too will be scooped up into our boat. I got the impression that I need not do anything extraordinary as I follow Christ’s lead, that just be willing to cast my net of fellowship a little wider would suffice. The phrase “Don’t be afraid”, present in so many other scriptures I’ve contemplated, brought me great comfort, reminding me that the Lord is always by my side. I again felt that I only need to take small steps as I witness to others, and that through it all, the Holy Spirit will be there to guide me into deeper waters and to keep me from sinking.
Thursday, July 2, 2009
A Time to Plant
Scripture: Ecclesiastes 3:1 -8
“To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to gain, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to throw away; a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.”
Reaction: I found this reading under the topic of Trust, and it fits in very nicely with my meditation from yesterday. The room being prepared for me is not yet ready; it is not yet the season.
The phrase I keyed into today was ‘a time to plant, and a time to pluck what is planted.’ The seeds of my faith, my gifts, and my purpose are still being sown. It is not yet time to harvest them. But I can still water them and nurture them. I can do this by continuing to pray, study, read, volunteer, and witness as the Spirit leads me. For me, it is now a time to plant.
“To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under heaven:
A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck what is planted; a time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up; a time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance; a time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing; a time to gain, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to throw away; a time to tear, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak; a time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.”
Reaction: I found this reading under the topic of Trust, and it fits in very nicely with my meditation from yesterday. The room being prepared for me is not yet ready; it is not yet the season.
The phrase I keyed into today was ‘a time to plant, and a time to pluck what is planted.’ The seeds of my faith, my gifts, and my purpose are still being sown. It is not yet time to harvest them. But I can still water them and nurture them. I can do this by continuing to pray, study, read, volunteer, and witness as the Spirit leads me. For me, it is now a time to plant.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Many rooms
Scripture: John 14:1-3
“Let not your hearts be troubled; believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And when I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.”
Reaction: Today’s reading came from a list of suggested scripture passages titled ‘Where do you live?” This sheet was part of some retreat materials that were still in my Bible. Even though I hadn’t looked at them for a month, I turned to this reading from John today.
My impression of the Father’s house was one of belonging and acceptance. I felt that God had picked out a room just for me, where I would be accepted, useful and complete. Though I believe Jesus was speaking of heaven in this passage, today it had a different meaning for me. Christ was telling me that He wouldn’t have called me to the place He was preparing for me if He didn’t have something special in mind. This place is here on Earth, and the something special is a task I haven’t even envisioned. The ‘many rooms’ represent different functions that people might serve, and the room where I’ll be assigned is still a mystery. But this room is still under construction, and when the time is right I will go there.
These reflections came right at the perfect time for me. I had been feeling somewhat inadequate because of an event that took place earlier in the week. Where I had hoped to be eloquent, I’d been tongue-tied; where I had wished to appear flexible, I came across as rigid. I felt I had few talents and little to offer to the group. And the fact that I was so self-absorbed as to worry about how I looked to others just made matters worse.
Now I feel that despite all of my inadequacies, both real and imagined, I still have a useful role to play in service to the Lord. The first phrase of today’s reading, ‘Let not your hearts me troubled’, told me to quit feeling sorry for myself and to continue believing in God’s power and presence. He will guide me to the room He has prepared for me when I least expect it.
“Let not your hearts be troubled; believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, would I have told you that I go to prepare a place for you? And when I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and will take you to myself, that where I am you may be also.”
Reaction: Today’s reading came from a list of suggested scripture passages titled ‘Where do you live?” This sheet was part of some retreat materials that were still in my Bible. Even though I hadn’t looked at them for a month, I turned to this reading from John today.
My impression of the Father’s house was one of belonging and acceptance. I felt that God had picked out a room just for me, where I would be accepted, useful and complete. Though I believe Jesus was speaking of heaven in this passage, today it had a different meaning for me. Christ was telling me that He wouldn’t have called me to the place He was preparing for me if He didn’t have something special in mind. This place is here on Earth, and the something special is a task I haven’t even envisioned. The ‘many rooms’ represent different functions that people might serve, and the room where I’ll be assigned is still a mystery. But this room is still under construction, and when the time is right I will go there.
These reflections came right at the perfect time for me. I had been feeling somewhat inadequate because of an event that took place earlier in the week. Where I had hoped to be eloquent, I’d been tongue-tied; where I had wished to appear flexible, I came across as rigid. I felt I had few talents and little to offer to the group. And the fact that I was so self-absorbed as to worry about how I looked to others just made matters worse.
Now I feel that despite all of my inadequacies, both real and imagined, I still have a useful role to play in service to the Lord. The first phrase of today’s reading, ‘Let not your hearts me troubled’, told me to quit feeling sorry for myself and to continue believing in God’s power and presence. He will guide me to the room He has prepared for me when I least expect it.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation
Scripture: Romans 12:9-16
“Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another; not lagging in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord, rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer, distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality.
Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep. Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not set your mind high on things, but associate with the humble. Do not be wise in your own opinion.”
Reaction: I found this reading under the topic of Hospitality, because today I‘m hosting a luncheon for some friends. These are ladies who have expressed an interest in starting a prayer group at our church, and after lunch we’ll discuss some possible formats. I have to admit that I don’t entertain as often as I like, partly because I’m often self-conscious about my house, my food choices, etc. Perhaps I lack confidence, or perhaps I’m too self-absorbed, wanting to make a good impression on others. But in the past few years I’ve become less concerned about outward appearances, concentrating more on making my guests feel at home. This has been a very freeing experience!
Still, I spent the morning cleaning before beginning my meditation. While the passage does encourage hospitality, that wasn’t the phrase that was the most meaningful to me. Several other phrases echoed my reflections of the last several months, especially giving preference to others, serving the Lord, and being steadfast in prayer. But the phrase that I repeated as my mantra today was “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation”.
I know that I’ve been feeling a little unsettled lately because there are a lot of things up in the air: the prayer group, an exercise class I’m scheduled to teach in the fall (if enough people sign up), other part-time job possibilities, and extended dance lessons (my husband’s request). I am again waking earlier than I’d like to, after only 5 or 6 hours of sleep, and even though I’m not actively thinking about all of my options, and how everything will fit together, I think they’re still in the back of my mind. Insomnia is a tribulation I’ve encountered for many years now; it became chronic when my job demands became overwhelming, and still crops up from time to time, even though all of my current commitments are self-imposed. But eventually my sleep patterns revert to my preferred 7 -8 hours per night. When I’m troubled by insomnia, I try to tell myself ‘This too shall pass.” Usually this helps, and today’s scripture reinforced the need to be patient during this time of uncertainty. Likewise, I'm very hopefully about the same activities that are causing my unrest. All of them are very exciting to me, though I’m afraid I might over-commit or that the timeframes will overlap. Still, I know that things always seem to work out, so I can be hopeful in this regard. Since I have so many opportunities ahead of me, I can rejoice in the hope that they will bring me that much closer to God, as well as providing me a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment. Besides, since I am intent on doing the will of the Lord, certainly He will assist in making all things workable.
“Let love be without hypocrisy. Abhor what is evil. Cling to what is good. Be kindly affectionate to one another with brotherly love, in honor giving preference to one another; not lagging in diligence, fervent in spirit, serving the Lord, rejoicing in hope, patient in tribulation, continuing steadfastly in prayer, distributing to the needs of the saints, given to hospitality.
Bless those who persecute you; bless and do not curse. Rejoice with those who rejoice, and weep with those who weep. Be of the same mind toward one another. Do not set your mind high on things, but associate with the humble. Do not be wise in your own opinion.”
Reaction: I found this reading under the topic of Hospitality, because today I‘m hosting a luncheon for some friends. These are ladies who have expressed an interest in starting a prayer group at our church, and after lunch we’ll discuss some possible formats. I have to admit that I don’t entertain as often as I like, partly because I’m often self-conscious about my house, my food choices, etc. Perhaps I lack confidence, or perhaps I’m too self-absorbed, wanting to make a good impression on others. But in the past few years I’ve become less concerned about outward appearances, concentrating more on making my guests feel at home. This has been a very freeing experience!
Still, I spent the morning cleaning before beginning my meditation. While the passage does encourage hospitality, that wasn’t the phrase that was the most meaningful to me. Several other phrases echoed my reflections of the last several months, especially giving preference to others, serving the Lord, and being steadfast in prayer. But the phrase that I repeated as my mantra today was “Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation”.
I know that I’ve been feeling a little unsettled lately because there are a lot of things up in the air: the prayer group, an exercise class I’m scheduled to teach in the fall (if enough people sign up), other part-time job possibilities, and extended dance lessons (my husband’s request). I am again waking earlier than I’d like to, after only 5 or 6 hours of sleep, and even though I’m not actively thinking about all of my options, and how everything will fit together, I think they’re still in the back of my mind. Insomnia is a tribulation I’ve encountered for many years now; it became chronic when my job demands became overwhelming, and still crops up from time to time, even though all of my current commitments are self-imposed. But eventually my sleep patterns revert to my preferred 7 -8 hours per night. When I’m troubled by insomnia, I try to tell myself ‘This too shall pass.” Usually this helps, and today’s scripture reinforced the need to be patient during this time of uncertainty. Likewise, I'm very hopefully about the same activities that are causing my unrest. All of them are very exciting to me, though I’m afraid I might over-commit or that the timeframes will overlap. Still, I know that things always seem to work out, so I can be hopeful in this regard. Since I have so many opportunities ahead of me, I can rejoice in the hope that they will bring me that much closer to God, as well as providing me a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment. Besides, since I am intent on doing the will of the Lord, certainly He will assist in making all things workable.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Speak Lord, your servant is listening
Scripture: 1 Samuel 3: 4- 10
“Then the Lord called Samuel. Samuel answered, "Here I am." And he ran to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me." But Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down." So he went and lay down. Again the Lord called, "Samuel!" And Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me."
"My son," Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down."
Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord: The word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him.
The Lord called Samuel a third time, and Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me."
Then Eli realized that the Lord was calling the boy. So Eli told Samuel, "Go and lie down, and if he calls you, say, 'Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.' So Samuel went and lay down in his place. The Lord came and stood there, calling as at the other times, "Samuel! Samuel!"
Then Samuel said, "Speak, for your servant is listening."
Reaction: Today the phrase ‘Speak Lord, your servant is listening’ kept running through my mind. It’s the name of a book I used when I first started praying with scriptures in 2008. So I decided to read the whole passage from Samuel, where this phrase originated.
My impression during my meditation was that I could not expect the type of overt directives that Samuel received throughout in his relationship with God. But that doesn’t mean that the Lord is not speaking to me. As a spiritual director once told me, God gives us a lot of nudges, and it’s up to us to be open to them. As I continue to heighten my sensitivity to these nudges, I can discern where it is the Lord is leading me. I feel very strongly that there are some recurring themes in these proddings, leading me away from materialism, away from pride, towards love for all and putting others before myself. Most of all, I am being guided to deepen my personal relationship with God by praying with His holy word and contemplating what it means to me. And lately, though I’ve rarely felt comfortable ‘witnessing’ to others, I’ve had some very fulfilling responses as I’ve shared my prayer experiences. I feel that the path of the witness is another place the Lord is leading me.
Today’s meditation told me to continue on my course of prayer, but to be prepared for a few detours along the way. I won’t necessarily find a neon sign pointing out the new direction, but perhaps just warm breeze, an inviting aroma or an encouraging word from a friend might be the hand of God nudging me on my way.
“Then the Lord called Samuel. Samuel answered, "Here I am." And he ran to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me." But Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down." So he went and lay down. Again the Lord called, "Samuel!" And Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me."
"My son," Eli said, "I did not call; go back and lie down."
Now Samuel did not yet know the Lord: The word of the Lord had not yet been revealed to him.
The Lord called Samuel a third time, and Samuel got up and went to Eli and said, "Here I am; you called me."
Then Eli realized that the Lord was calling the boy. So Eli told Samuel, "Go and lie down, and if he calls you, say, 'Speak, Lord, for your servant is listening.' So Samuel went and lay down in his place. The Lord came and stood there, calling as at the other times, "Samuel! Samuel!"
Then Samuel said, "Speak, for your servant is listening."
Reaction: Today the phrase ‘Speak Lord, your servant is listening’ kept running through my mind. It’s the name of a book I used when I first started praying with scriptures in 2008. So I decided to read the whole passage from Samuel, where this phrase originated.
My impression during my meditation was that I could not expect the type of overt directives that Samuel received throughout in his relationship with God. But that doesn’t mean that the Lord is not speaking to me. As a spiritual director once told me, God gives us a lot of nudges, and it’s up to us to be open to them. As I continue to heighten my sensitivity to these nudges, I can discern where it is the Lord is leading me. I feel very strongly that there are some recurring themes in these proddings, leading me away from materialism, away from pride, towards love for all and putting others before myself. Most of all, I am being guided to deepen my personal relationship with God by praying with His holy word and contemplating what it means to me. And lately, though I’ve rarely felt comfortable ‘witnessing’ to others, I’ve had some very fulfilling responses as I’ve shared my prayer experiences. I feel that the path of the witness is another place the Lord is leading me.
Today’s meditation told me to continue on my course of prayer, but to be prepared for a few detours along the way. I won’t necessarily find a neon sign pointing out the new direction, but perhaps just warm breeze, an inviting aroma or an encouraging word from a friend might be the hand of God nudging me on my way.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
You have searched me and known me
Scripture: Psalms 139: 1- 10
“O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high; I cannot attain it.
Where shall I go from your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from your presence? If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there! If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me.”
Reaction: Today’s meditation imparted that message that the Lord is with me even when I am not actively seeking His presence. He knows my every thought and every desire, and His hand is always upon me. Contemplating on this, I echoed the elation expressed by the psalmist: Such knowledge is too wonderful for me!
In the past few weeks I have been trying to be more consistent in keeping the Lord in my thoughts and in my heart. As I wrote in a recent post, I know that I don’t have to be perfect in this regard, but I believe it is a good goal to have. I do know that my days are most joyful and satisfying when I am aware of God’s presence in everything that surrounds me. But this reading was a reminder that even at those times when the Lord is not in the forefront of my being, He is behind me and before me, leading me and holding me as I go through my daily existence.
“O Lord, you have searched me and known me! You know when I sit down and when I rise up; you discern my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down and are acquainted with all my ways. Even before a word is on my tongue, behold, O Lord, you know it altogether. You hem me in, behind and before, and lay your hand upon me. Such knowledge is too wonderful for me; it is high; I cannot attain it.
Where shall I go from your Spirit? Or where shall I flee from your presence? If I ascend to heaven, you are there! If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there! If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea, even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me.”
Reaction: Today’s meditation imparted that message that the Lord is with me even when I am not actively seeking His presence. He knows my every thought and every desire, and His hand is always upon me. Contemplating on this, I echoed the elation expressed by the psalmist: Such knowledge is too wonderful for me!
In the past few weeks I have been trying to be more consistent in keeping the Lord in my thoughts and in my heart. As I wrote in a recent post, I know that I don’t have to be perfect in this regard, but I believe it is a good goal to have. I do know that my days are most joyful and satisfying when I am aware of God’s presence in everything that surrounds me. But this reading was a reminder that even at those times when the Lord is not in the forefront of my being, He is behind me and before me, leading me and holding me as I go through my daily existence.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Like a Tree Planted by Waters
Scripture: Jeremiah 17:5-8
Thus says the Lord:”Cursed is the man who trusts in man and makes flesh his strength, whose heart departs from the Lord. For he shall be like a shrub in the desert, and shall not see when good comes, but shall inhabit the parched places in the wilderness, in a salt land which is not inhabited.
Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, and whose hope is the Lord. For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters, which spreads out its roots by the river, and will not fear when heat comes; but its leaf will be green, and will not be anxious in the year of drought, nor will cease from yielding fruit.
Reaction: Lately I have writing a lot about trusting the Lord, so this passage seemed very appropriate. During my meditation, I did feel blessed knowing that I can always place my trust in God. The image of the tree planted by the water made me think of an earlier prayer session where I was drinking from Christ’s living waters. I imagined that my roots (faith in God) would continue to be nourished and strengthened, even through dry spells and oppressing heat. If I remain steadfast, I will continue to bear fruit. Since I have had fruit trees in the past, I know that some years yield better crops than others. So too might my fruits be diminished during some episodes in my life, but I will not cease to yield some fruit as long as I take my nourishment from the Lord.
Thus says the Lord:”Cursed is the man who trusts in man and makes flesh his strength, whose heart departs from the Lord. For he shall be like a shrub in the desert, and shall not see when good comes, but shall inhabit the parched places in the wilderness, in a salt land which is not inhabited.
Blessed is the man who trusts in the Lord, and whose hope is the Lord. For he shall be like a tree planted by the waters, which spreads out its roots by the river, and will not fear when heat comes; but its leaf will be green, and will not be anxious in the year of drought, nor will cease from yielding fruit.
Reaction: Lately I have writing a lot about trusting the Lord, so this passage seemed very appropriate. During my meditation, I did feel blessed knowing that I can always place my trust in God. The image of the tree planted by the water made me think of an earlier prayer session where I was drinking from Christ’s living waters. I imagined that my roots (faith in God) would continue to be nourished and strengthened, even through dry spells and oppressing heat. If I remain steadfast, I will continue to bear fruit. Since I have had fruit trees in the past, I know that some years yield better crops than others. So too might my fruits be diminished during some episodes in my life, but I will not cease to yield some fruit as long as I take my nourishment from the Lord.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
The Fullness of God
Scripture: Ephesians 3:14-20
“For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith, that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height—to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge: that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.”
Reaction: I found this reading under the topic of Christian Life. There are so many meaningful phrases in just these few verses, but I chose to concentrate on two of them: “…be strengthened with might through His Spirit…” and “…be filled with all the fullness of God.”
In a previous prayer session, I viewed ‘strength’ as having the confidence to make good decisions and the fortitude to follow through with them. Today this theme was expanded to include physical and emotional strength as well. I am currently involved in some pursuits that are not of a spiritual nature, and they require some physical dexterity that I’m still trying to achieve. There are also areas of my life where I wish I had more ‘will power’ to resist overeating and other temptations. Although these issues where not on my mind when I began my scriptural contemplation, I definitely felt that God would give me the power I need to work on my all of my goals, be they physical, emotional, or spiritual. The might of His Spirit is there to fortify me in all good things that I pursue.
As a spiritual director once told me, if I always keep the Lord before me and dedicate all that I do to Him, then everything I do is a form of prayer. In the past several weeks I’ve been thinking about how to keep the Lord ever present in my life. I’ve come up with a few strategies to remember that He is always with me, and I am getting better at applying them. As I continue to be aware of His presence and of Christ dwelling in my heart through faith, I am indeed filled with joy and peace, and with all of the fullness of God.
“For this reason I bow my knees to the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, from whom the whole family in heaven and earth is named, that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with might through His Spirit in the inner man, that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith, that you, being rooted and grounded in love, may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height—to know the love of Christ which passes knowledge: that you may be filled with all the fullness of God.”
Reaction: I found this reading under the topic of Christian Life. There are so many meaningful phrases in just these few verses, but I chose to concentrate on two of them: “…be strengthened with might through His Spirit…” and “…be filled with all the fullness of God.”
In a previous prayer session, I viewed ‘strength’ as having the confidence to make good decisions and the fortitude to follow through with them. Today this theme was expanded to include physical and emotional strength as well. I am currently involved in some pursuits that are not of a spiritual nature, and they require some physical dexterity that I’m still trying to achieve. There are also areas of my life where I wish I had more ‘will power’ to resist overeating and other temptations. Although these issues where not on my mind when I began my scriptural contemplation, I definitely felt that God would give me the power I need to work on my all of my goals, be they physical, emotional, or spiritual. The might of His Spirit is there to fortify me in all good things that I pursue.
As a spiritual director once told me, if I always keep the Lord before me and dedicate all that I do to Him, then everything I do is a form of prayer. In the past several weeks I’ve been thinking about how to keep the Lord ever present in my life. I’ve come up with a few strategies to remember that He is always with me, and I am getting better at applying them. As I continue to be aware of His presence and of Christ dwelling in my heart through faith, I am indeed filled with joy and peace, and with all of the fullness of God.
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